fifteen and stupid
tuesday afternoon
after school, after four
early decemeber
snowing softly
in your room
with the lights
turned off
only christmas lights
lit up our faces
i was timid
and scared
you were confident
and brave
you grabbed me
and kissed me
terribly
i hated it
the kiss
i hated you
the person
but i never
pushed you away
or told you no
but i wish i had
pushed you off me
and wiped my mouth
clean of your saliva
told you how
this isn't what i asked for
but i didn't
and i paid for that
by dating you for almost
a whole year before
i decided i didn't
want this
this kiss
this person
Dec 14, 2017
Dec 14, 2017 at 12:30 AM UTC
fifteen and stupid
tuesday afternoon
after school, after four
early decemeber
snowing softly
in your room
with the lights
turned off
only christmas lights
lit up our faces
i was timid
and scared
you were confident
and brave
you grabbed me
and kissed me
terribly
i hated it
the kiss
i hated you
the person
but i never
pushed you away
or told you no
but i wish i had
pushed you off me
and wiped my mouth
clean of your saliva
told you how
this isn't what i asked for
but i didn't
and i paid for that
by dating you for almost
a whole year before
i decided i didn't
want this
this kiss
this person
based on true events
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