anxiety crawling around my skin
head full of empty thoughts
nails in torn and scarred skin
talking to my therapist
fourty-five minutes of talking
feeling self conscious
tired of going to working
tired of going to therapy
tired of messing up
tired of falling down
tired of waking up
tired of existing
Nov 15, 2021
Nov 15, 2021 at 8:12 AM UTC
brown eyes are my favorite
they are spiraling and layered
years of depth and emotion
he has brown eyes
they are full of life
and a purpose
when he stares at me with those eyes
i feel so loved by him
and i feel touched by him
i want to be enveloped by him
held forever
safe.
i love your eyes marcus.
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 10:25 PM UTC
our meeting was designed by fate
randomly matched but already together
twenty-two and eighteen
the perfect duo
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 10:22 PM UTC
19 and still
hating myself
over the actions
of other people
feeling stupid
for failing
the person
i love the most
Sep 22, 2019
Sep 22, 2019 at 6:09 AM UTC
you asked me to be mean
but i couldn't do it
you asked me to be upset
but i could only be disappointed
you asked me to do this
and i'm trying to help you
but i still find a way to **** up
and feel so wrong about it
i'm just being mean
but i'm trying to help
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 9:24 PM UTC
i tend to overthink everything
like why do we talk differently then before, yet feel the same?
or can i ever become bothersome enough that some
***** can swoop in and take you away?
eventually i'll grow out of all of this
you're the best thing to have happened to me and i expect
open arms when we meet up
unless you'll decide on a kiss
<3
Sep 13, 2019
Sep 13, 2019 at 6:01 PM UTC
9 hours distance
11 months relationship
2 people in love
everyday i find something new
to love about you
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 8:50 PM UTC
i love you so much i'm going to make you hate me.
if you hate me, you'll find someone who makes you happy.
i don't want you to hate me, but
i want you to be happy.
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 3:46 PM UTC
i tear at my skin, rip the flesh off the bone
layers and layers peel away
i reveal my core, it's broken and confusing
black bones and stars and weeds stuck between
everything looks thrown together
nothing belongs here
Mar 9, 2019
Mar 9, 2019 at 11:37 AM UTC