The day has finally come
i didn’t know how i would feel on this day a year ago
then, i was in deep deep pain
numb, sad, confused, lost, broken
even now i still am, i guess
when i realized what today was, i grew completely numb and i cried
i wish i could rinse you off of me with a cold shower
i wish i could have brainwashed you away
i wish i could remember what we felt like without this pain
but those are just wishes
even if a genie did come and grant them for me
i wouldn't be the person i am today
i think that's the worst part though:
you helped mold me into who i have become
i wonder what it would be like to see you again
i wonder what you think of me after a year
i wonder if i am still your scapegoat
because you're now mine
happy birthday, my tragic dark prince
i hope you have a beautiful day
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 11:00 AM UTC
The day has finally come
i didn’t know how i would feel on this day a year ago
then, i was in deep deep pain
numb, sad, confused, lost, broken
even now i still am, i guess
when i realized what today was, i grew completely numb and i cried
i wish i could rinse you off of me with a cold shower
i wish i could have brainwashed you away
i wish i could remember what we felt like without this pain
but those are just wishes
even if a genie did come and grant them for me
i wouldn't be the person i am today
i think that's the worst part though:
you helped mold me into who i have become
i wonder what it would be like to see you again
i wonder what you think of me after a year
i wonder if i am still your scapegoat
because you're now mine
happy birthday, my tragic dark prince
i hope you have a beautiful day
