purple thoughts
pool over in my mind
like bruises blossoming
on my thighs
hands so soft and intricate
as they wrapped around my neck
choking my exhale
whispered i love yous
that fall to the ground
i wanted to catch them
i wanted to believe them
from those soft lips that kissed me
but also spoke those bitter lies
purple thoughts
of depression
self hatred
anger
blaming myself instead of you
purple always was my favorite color
mama’s too
but it never suited my thighs
nor thoughts
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 2:00 PM UTC
purple thoughts
pool over in my mind
like bruises blossoming
on my thighs
hands so soft and intricate
as they wrapped around my neck
choking my exhale
whispered i love yous
that fall to the ground
i wanted to catch them
i wanted to believe them
from those soft lips that kissed me
but also spoke those bitter lies
purple thoughts
of depression
self hatred
anger
blaming myself instead of you
purple always was my favorite color
mama’s too
but it never suited my thighs
nor thoughts