I'm still trying to learn
learn how to deal with heartbreaks
being happy
not falling for someone too quickly
who I am
but I'm still lost
depressed
struggling with my emotions
I'm so tired of "having a model's body"
"perfect smile"
"gorgeous lips"
I don't want any of it no more
I don't want the attention any longer
so please stop staring at me
I'm too busy learning about who I am
to want to engage with you
go ahead take a picture
I'll play model
and smile
that perfect smile
but inside I'm dying
Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 12:09 PM UTC
I'm still trying to learn
learn how to deal with heartbreaks
being happy
not falling for someone too quickly
who I am
but I'm still lost
depressed
struggling with my emotions
I'm so tired of "having a model's body"
"perfect smile"
"gorgeous lips"
I don't want any of it no more
I don't want the attention any longer
so please stop staring at me
I'm too busy learning about who I am
to want to engage with you
go ahead take a picture
I'll play model
and smile
that perfect smile
but inside I'm dying