Conceiving you felt like death.
Slowly drowning in despair.
The pressure rising to my head.
Only in my womb for a month,
Longing for a mother
That wasn’t actually there
I heard you crying in anguish
It mocked me continuously,
You felt contaminating.
I sank to the bottom,
Laying there, lungs filled, bursting in pain
A dark presence swept over me.
There are a million ways to bleed and
You were gutted out whole
No sea water but my own tears.
She took you from me.
Or
Did I take you away from myself?
Regret and
Heartache
Paralyzed me
Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 1:39 AM UTC
Conceiving you felt like death.
Slowly drowning in despair.
The pressure rising to my head.
Only in my womb for a month,
Longing for a mother
That wasn’t actually there
I heard you crying in anguish
It mocked me continuously,
You felt contaminating.
I sank to the bottom,
Laying there, lungs filled, bursting in pain
A dark presence swept over me.
There are a million ways to bleed and
You were gutted out whole
No sea water but my own tears.
She took you from me.
Or
Did I take you away from myself?
Regret and
Heartache
Paralyzed me
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