the envy of water is truer than i
ever imagined it being. i can look
through you, i can see the charade
you are playing every moment
i reminded you i existed under
you, that i needed air and room
to breathe in the starlight of his
voice and the thickness of the sky
and i see you push me away, repress
me further into oblivion until i cannot
see the light for which i yearn, the
dampness of a tomb is all which reaches
this far down. and i know that to you-
and for you- at least this time, i am small
and insignificant. you are afraid of me and
the voice i possess and the cracks in your shield.
you can't put me away for much longer.
not unless you want to wonder why i
am around every corner shaking you until
you are afraid to move, why i cannot stop
thumping on your chest until the hurricane
on your tongue hushes itself and dissolves
into a perpetual calm, or why the mildness
of winter can't invoke a reaction anymore.
you colored me a funny shade
of aquamarine
but you faded me out until
i was more infinity than ivory.
Dec 2, 2017
Dec 2, 2017 at 9:54 PM UTC
the envy of water is truer than i
ever imagined it being. i can look
through you, i can see the charade
you are playing every moment
i reminded you i existed under
you, that i needed air and room
to breathe in the starlight of his
voice and the thickness of the sky
and i see you push me away, repress
me further into oblivion until i cannot
see the light for which i yearn, the
dampness of a tomb is all which reaches
this far down. and i know that to you-
and for you- at least this time, i am small
and insignificant. you are afraid of me and
the voice i possess and the cracks in your shield.
you can't put me away for much longer.
not unless you want to wonder why i
am around every corner shaking you until
you are afraid to move, why i cannot stop
thumping on your chest until the hurricane
on your tongue hushes itself and dissolves
into a perpetual calm, or why the mildness
of winter can't invoke a reaction anymore.
you colored me a funny shade
of aquamarine
but you faded me out until
i was more infinity than ivory.
~gosh gosh gosh gosh
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