everything i feel now is
bitterness and regret
i want to say our love wasnt such a mess
but that would be a lie to myself
and to the world
and I just want to feel like i am important
and free and unfurled
i wish that you had loved for everything i am
and i wish i noticed everything you werent
but here i am 5 months later
alone and scared and shy
and i wish that i could fall for someone else
the way i fell for you
but life isnt perfect so ill monitor your moves
on some media platform and ill wonder
do you do the same as i do?
or am i lost to the past?
and what all is left
of what we were?
who am i now that
time has gone on by?
i loved you with my everything
my all
my best
and I want to go back to when things werent such a mess
but here i am now
vulnerable and so afraid
of who i am
what ill be
who ill love
without you.
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 1:34 AM UTC
everything i feel now is
bitterness and regret
i want to say our love wasnt such a mess
but that would be a lie to myself
and to the world
and I just want to feel like i am important
and free and unfurled
i wish that you had loved for everything i am
and i wish i noticed everything you werent
but here i am 5 months later
alone and scared and shy
and i wish that i could fall for someone else
the way i fell for you
but life isnt perfect so ill monitor your moves
on some media platform and ill wonder
do you do the same as i do?
or am i lost to the past?
and what all is left
of what we were?
who am i now that
time has gone on by?
i loved you with my everything
my all
my best
and I want to go back to when things werent such a mess
but here i am now
vulnerable and so afraid
of who i am
what ill be
who ill love
without you.
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