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What is life without loss? Love without suffering? Laughter without tears? So many emotions for one night, I'm screaming out for help to fight... I just want a ******* middleground. Drink a little drink and say a prayer, Throw some salt into the air... Anything to escape the hell I'm in. How do you turn your life around? I've got so much **** to figure out. How do I feel joy...yet want to die? Take the meds they put ya on, Only to become a shell of yourself. Gotta figure this **** out... Good luck...here comes mania. Can't stop now...dance, sing, sketch, Run, swing...build a ****** tree house, Rinse, wash, & repeat until depressed. Looks like depression's back at it again Scratch your eyes or slash your wrists, Looks like you're all ****** up again, Take your pill and be someone else. "Welcome to hell, we hope you enjoy your stay. We'll make you feel insane every step of the way until you finally snap... And just like your sanity, Your neck shall snap too." The demons chant in your mind. This is what it's like to be me at 2 o'clock in the morning... Welcome to the hell of bipolar disorder... We hope you enjoy your stay, It's a lifelong adventure.
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Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 2:43 AM UTC
Welcome to hell, enjoy your stay
What is life without loss? Love without suffering? Laughter without tears? So many emotions for one night, I'm screaming out for help to fight... I just want a ******* middleground. Drink a little drink and say a prayer, Throw some salt into the air... Anything to escape the hell I'm in. How do you turn your life around? I've got so much **** to figure out. How do I feel joy...yet want to die? Take the meds they put ya on, Only to become a shell of yourself. Gotta figure this **** out... Good luck...here comes mania. Can't stop now...dance, sing, sketch, Run, swing...build a ****** tree house, Rinse, wash, & repeat until depressed. Looks like depression's back at it again Scratch your eyes or slash your wrists, Looks like you're all ****** up again, Take your pill and be someone else. "Welcome to hell, we hope you enjoy your stay. We'll make you feel insane every step of the way until you finally snap... And just like your sanity, Your neck shall snap too." The demons chant in your mind. This is what it's like to be me at 2 o'clock in the morning... Welcome to the hell of bipolar disorder... We hope you enjoy your stay, It's a lifelong adventure.
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Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 2:43 AM UTC
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