i didn’t think of it as a relapse
because i never meant to stop
i just went without for awhile
till i again craved a drop
or more
typical
i thought
for me to act this way
one bit of distress
and it’s on display
even though i don’t mind
if you see it
that is not to say
that i’m proud of these things
i’m just dealing with pain
yet again.
~MN
Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 7:39 AM UTC
i didn’t think of it as a relapse
because i never meant to stop
i just went without for awhile
till i again craved a drop
or more
typical
i thought
for me to act this way
one bit of distress
and it’s on display
even though i don’t mind
if you see it
that is not to say
that i’m proud of these things
i’m just dealing with pain
yet again.
~MN
