Are you okay? he asks
Yea. I reply
Why do I lie to the one I trust the most
The one I love the most
I know I am hurting him deep down inside
but I guess it's the way it will always be
because you're so far away
and living a new life
and loving a new love
How do I describe to you the pain and fear
the fear that I will let down every one who is important to me Again
and the pain of being hated or left out
the pain of feeling like I drove him to his new irresponsible self
How
How do I tell you
How do I tell the one who is already here for me
how I need you more
How I need my world back
That these are just excuses so you will comfort me
How how how
How will I ever tell you
No, I am not okay.
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 9:22 PM UTC
Are you okay? he asks
Yea. I reply
Why do I lie to the one I trust the most
The one I love the most
I know I am hurting him deep down inside
but I guess it's the way it will always be
because you're so far away
and living a new life
and loving a new love
How do I describe to you the pain and fear
the fear that I will let down every one who is important to me Again
and the pain of being hated or left out
the pain of feeling like I drove him to his new irresponsible self
How
How do I tell you
How do I tell the one who is already here for me
how I need you more
How I need my world back
That these are just excuses so you will comfort me
How how how
How will I ever tell you
No, I am not okay.
