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*I am a bad person I don't belong here I never did Don't you see I'm a nothing A nobody An emo piece of trash That should never have existed I get called **** I get called fat And yet I won't eat My body won't let me And it hurts 4 days 4 days with nothing 4 long days with crying 4 days telling myself I should go 4 days telling myself You all would be better off If I wasn't here You would be And he tried to stop me Break downs Not eating Cutting I thought I was doing good But the cycle goes on and on And he was the only one to notice I hide behind a fake mask So none of you will worry But what do I get I play mad so you won't see I'm sad I play happy so you won't see I'm tired I get blocked I get called names And worst of all I thought I was getting better But I broke So have fun And I'll have fun as me And my blocked life*
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Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 8:42 PM UTC
Screaming From Within(Written by a friend)
*I am a bad person I don't belong here I never did Don't you see I'm a nothing A nobody An emo piece of trash That should never have existed I get called **** I get called fat And yet I won't eat My body won't let me And it hurts 4 days 4 days with nothing 4 long days with crying 4 days telling myself I should go 4 days telling myself You all would be better off If I wasn't here You would be And he tried to stop me Break downs Not eating Cutting I thought I was doing good But the cycle goes on and on And he was the only one to notice I hide behind a fake mask So none of you will worry But what do I get I play mad so you won't see I'm sad I play happy so you won't see I'm tired I get blocked I get called names And worst of all I thought I was getting better But I broke So have fun And I'll have fun as me And my blocked life*
#dark#depressing#death#fear#loss#betrayel
Cerasium
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Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 8:42 PM UTC
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