Lately I've been entertaining my depression
Why does everything have to be a lesson?
Does everybody think that my life is so perfect?
It's not and everyday I'm always stressing
Don't tell me what's best for me
When I needed you the most and you weren't there for me
I'm speaking in full honesty
I know that I can't let these things get to me
There's not too many answers and there's so many issues
A **** ton of tear drops and I've been running out of tissues
I wake up every morning and I ask myself
Is life worth living or should I blast myself?
I got these thoughts up inside my head
What's the point of even living when I would rather be dead?
I ask myself if I'm another victim to my misery?
Or maybe everything I'm thinking is all in my mind
Why does that everything that I want still a clouded mystery?
And everything that I don't want is so easy to find
I used to go to parties with all my friends
Until I got comfortable with these lonely nights
And lately my head has been an empty state of mind
How ironic that being alone is the one thing I'm good at, right?
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 3:45 AM UTC
Lately I've been entertaining my depression
Why does everything have to be a lesson?
Does everybody think that my life is so perfect?
It's not and everyday I'm always stressing
Don't tell me what's best for me
When I needed you the most and you weren't there for me
I'm speaking in full honesty
I know that I can't let these things get to me
There's not too many answers and there's so many issues
A **** ton of tear drops and I've been running out of tissues
I wake up every morning and I ask myself
Is life worth living or should I blast myself?
I got these thoughts up inside my head
What's the point of even living when I would rather be dead?
I ask myself if I'm another victim to my misery?
Or maybe everything I'm thinking is all in my mind
Why does that everything that I want still a clouded mystery?
And everything that I don't want is so easy to find
I used to go to parties with all my friends
Until I got comfortable with these lonely nights
And lately my head has been an empty state of mind
How ironic that being alone is the one thing I'm good at, right?
