I asked my God
to set me free
she said she couldn’t
yet.
My fate and
destiny is greater
but I can’t accept.
Whats the cost of life?
Whats the price of death?
I’m in the market,
wheres the auction
I place my bets.
The sermons
growing darker
but its winter
so its fitting
and its daunting
but living
just causes pain.
Can’t find my way
Do I love life? Yes.
Do I hate death? No.
Its a ritual and cycle
and I play my role.
Suicide
been on my mind
since I was 15,
but I was too weak
The end is tempting.
This depression got me hostage
through a void I am falling
and I don’t care when I land
no no
If I lose life tomorrow
don’t count me in your sorrow
just move on and let me be
Set me free
Set me free
Paradoxes I’m living
I think need some religion
or stupid guidance
fore suicide pays me a visit
Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 2:23 PM UTC
I asked my God
to set me free
she said she couldn’t
yet.
My fate and
destiny is greater
but I can’t accept.
Whats the cost of life?
Whats the price of death?
I’m in the market,
wheres the auction
I place my bets.
The sermons
growing darker
but its winter
so its fitting
and its daunting
but living
just causes pain.
Can’t find my way
Do I love life? Yes.
Do I hate death? No.
Its a ritual and cycle
and I play my role.
Suicide
been on my mind
since I was 15,
but I was too weak
The end is tempting.
This depression got me hostage
through a void I am falling
and I don’t care when I land
no no
If I lose life tomorrow
don’t count me in your sorrow
just move on and let me be
Set me free
Set me free
Paradoxes I’m living
I think need some religion
or stupid guidance
fore suicide pays me a visit
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