I'm trying to be happy
And positive 
And glow
But it is not for me
I'm trying to be good
And write about happy thoughts 
And not write about how every time I smile my face autocorrects it to a frown and I can't help it because that is just me
I'm trying to be happy because that's what people tell me
I'm trying to be me because people tell me to be myself 
But myself is sad
Sad is me
I am sad

aly-mc

Trying to be happy for all the wrong reasons

Jun 7, 2026

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paul-wonderful

removed.-bqfp

as I've found there's no such thing as being happy for the sake of being happy. it's found or discovered, not forced. I'm trying to find mine as well.