Occasionally, somebody comes along and unlocks
a part of me, that I never knew existed.
Sometimes, I am okay with that,
welcoming, the rush of warmth that floods my body.
Then occasionally,
more often than not,
I mess up.
Time, and time again -
never learning but always loathing.
I have changed though,
yet it appears it's too little, too late
and those that could have been an option for
joy, those who could have held my very own
personalised key to happiness,
have left already.
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017 at 7:00 AM UTC
Occasionally, somebody comes along and unlocks
a part of me, that I never knew existed.
Sometimes, I am okay with that,
welcoming, the rush of warmth that floods my body.
Then occasionally,
more often than not,
I mess up.
Time, and time again -
never learning but always loathing.
I have changed though,
yet it appears it's too little, too late
and those that could have been an option for
joy, those who could have held my very own
personalised key to happiness,
have left already.
