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i forget what i need, replacing the bubble up of unwanted thoughts with heavy heaves and maybe some other unprecedented love the kind of love that doesn't make you choked up, stuttering over words you can't get out and holding back laughs in the back of the room, instead i stay; head down eyes shut block them out close it up it's hard to end what could have but it's easier that it didn't i'm not patient therefore I cannot wait for you, and I cannot wait until you've changed your mind, felt what you've missed, lost what you almost had. could have had, didn't want, or was too ignorant to see. if you wish to forget me so it shall be i will not stand in the corner, drooling for you, for negativity and the i cannot do without you mentality. i will not envy, for i will see all i can deal without. i've lost too much to waiver over how these things could have been. i will not miss you for you will see what i'll grow into what i can become without you how comfortable life is without a filter and a hand around your throat.
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May 9, 2017
May 9, 2017 at 6:20 PM UTC
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i forget what i need, replacing the bubble up of unwanted thoughts with heavy heaves and maybe some other unprecedented love the kind of love that doesn't make you choked up, stuttering over words you can't get out and holding back laughs in the back of the room, instead i stay; head down eyes shut block them out close it up it's hard to end what could have but it's easier that it didn't i'm not patient therefore I cannot wait for you, and I cannot wait until you've changed your mind, felt what you've missed, lost what you almost had. could have had, didn't want, or was too ignorant to see. if you wish to forget me so it shall be i will not stand in the corner, drooling for you, for negativity and the i cannot do without you mentality. i will not envy, for i will see all i can deal without. i've lost too much to waiver over how these things could have been. i will not miss you for you will see what i'll grow into what i can become without you how comfortable life is without a filter and a hand around your throat.
about a friend who unintentionally ****** me up
#friends#depression#anxiety#toxic#love#life#growth
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carton
May 9, 2017
May 9, 2017 at 6:20 PM UTC
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