How is it possible to love that which I hate so much.
What sort of mind-warp enables me
To seethe one moment and smile the next.
What eraser clears the blackboard of my anger
So an hour from now it’s empty and
All ready to be scrawled across again.
I don’t understand why I settle for moments
When what I really want is a lifetime.
To be the yang to an extraordinary yin
Instead of mama chicken shepherding her brood of one.
Why am I above the ground when who I am
Was murdered years ago.
Aren’t the dead supposed to be interred?
Am I a zombie of neglect and co-dependence
Hulking, blind of eye and blank of soul,
Across an aching painscape.
ljm
Apr 12, 2017
Apr 12, 2017 at 10:41 AM UTC
How is it possible to love that which I hate so much.
What sort of mind-warp enables me
To seethe one moment and smile the next.
What eraser clears the blackboard of my anger
So an hour from now it’s empty and
All ready to be scrawled across again.
I don’t understand why I settle for moments
When what I really want is a lifetime.
To be the yang to an extraordinary yin
Instead of mama chicken shepherding her brood of one.
Why am I above the ground when who I am
Was murdered years ago.
Aren’t the dead supposed to be interred?
Am I a zombie of neglect and co-dependence
Hulking, blind of eye and blank of soul,
Across an aching painscape.
ljm
A marital rough patch in purple prose