Tonight,
I am manic.
A vast new world,
A different taste
From my dysphoria
From my fears
From my anguish.
I am hyper,
Hyper-active,
Hyper sensitive.
I twirl and flounce
All around
All around you.
I can be brighter
Than the sunset
And lighter
Than the stars,
But this isn't that.
This is random giggles
Taking my medication late
And cooking too much
Talking too much
Thinking too fast and too much
All at once.
This is reckless behavior,
Heightened *** drive,
But it's a back-and-forth,
Because my *** drive doesn't function
Without you.
It's a to-and-fro because you keep me in check,
You keep me at more of a balance
Than I had been.
But the mania
Still poisons
My mind.
Feb 8, 2017
Feb 8, 2017 at 8:00 PM UTC
Tonight,
I am manic.
A vast new world,
A different taste
From my dysphoria
From my fears
From my anguish.
I am hyper,
Hyper-active,
Hyper sensitive.
I twirl and flounce
All around
All around you.
I can be brighter
Than the sunset
And lighter
Than the stars,
But this isn't that.
This is random giggles
Taking my medication late
And cooking too much
Talking too much
Thinking too fast and too much
All at once.
This is reckless behavior,
Heightened *** drive,
But it's a back-and-forth,
Because my *** drive doesn't function
Without you.
It's a to-and-fro because you keep me in check,
You keep me at more of a balance
Than I had been.
But the mania
Still poisons
My mind.
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