LittleBirdWitch - Hello Poetry

I hope you bleed. I hope you cry. I hope you scream, Beggin' your god "Whyyy, ohh why?" I hope you see. I hope you hide. Remember me As the bad guy. I hope you keep It together, Long enough To remember. I hope you peek In all the books They tell you not to. I hope they reap Your pride. But not all that truth Ya' got inside. I hope you know This world don't matter. So if you got a light, You gotta let it show. Let it show, Let it show, You gotta Let that heart glow. If ya' got a light, If ya' got a light, If ya' got a light, Ya' gotta Let that heart glow. You will bleed. You will know. It will hurt, But you gotta Just Let the scars grow. You will see Others lie. You'll never really Get why. It's the worst, Trust me, I know. But ya' gotta just Let 'em go. Let them go, Let them go, Let them go. Ya' gotta just Let that hurt go. You've got that light, I know y'know. So you gotta fight, Ya' got places to go. So go, So go, Ya' gotta just Get up and go. So go, So go, Ya' gotta just Let that heart glow.

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Feb 15, 2020

Feb 15, 2020 at 5:46 AM UTC

HeartGlow

I hope you bleed. I hope you cry. I hope you scream, Beggin' your god "Whyyy, ohh why?" I hope you see. I hope you hide. Remember me As the bad guy. I hope you keep It together, Long enough To remember. I hope you peek In all the books They tell you not to. I hope they reap Your pride. But not all that truth Ya' got inside. I hope you know This world don't matter. So if you got a light, You gotta let it show. Let it show, Let it show, You gotta Let that heart glow. If ya' got a light, If ya' got a light, If ya' got a light, Ya' gotta Let that heart glow. You will bleed. You will know. It will hurt, But you gotta Just Let the scars grow. You will see Others lie. You'll never really Get why. It's the worst, Trust me, I know. But ya' gotta just Let 'em go. Let them go, Let them go, Let them go. Ya' gotta just Let that hurt go. You've got that light, I know y'know. So you gotta fight, Ya' got places to go. So go, So go, Ya' gotta just Get up and go. So go, So go, Ya' gotta just Let that heart glow.

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No one is chasing you, But no one is looking to you. Please love anyway. Because if you get a say, We will need you To light the day. Who are you, When no one is around? Who are you when they're lost? Who were you when you're found? Lost, lurking in the shadows, "We won't back down," You grasp their thread tight, "We can't go down without a fight." Did anyone Ever let you believe That you should be Loved unconditionally? Your eyes reflect the sunrise, Which leads me to surmise That this was disguised-- That this never felt right. Yet here you are Standing so tall While you bear The weight of it all On shoulders so brittle, On shoulders so small. You keep moving, There's no way you're losing. You'll give it your all, You'll never stay where you fall. You reach up towards Every hope You're fighting for. You stretch yourself so far, Just to comfort the stars. You hold light within your palms, If you love one Then you have it all, Because love without faith Is just emotional withdrawl. You're the hope That has me reaching, The love that has me preaching, And every promise I intend on keeping. Because the world keeps sleeping When support is what you're needing. So the lights fade low, You ask yourself "Where did the time go?" But don't you already know? You have length to show, No strength in rows. You count the hours, You call the crows. So grab your shadow, Replace your ammo. You know what to do, You've got something to prove. You give it all you've got, Because you got a lot to lose.

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Sep 1, 2019

Sep 1, 2019 at 5:14 AM UTC

Ground Zero

No one is chasing you, But no one is looking to you. Please love anyway. Because if you get a say, We will need you To light the day. Who are you, When no one is around? Who are you when they're lost? Who were you when you're found? Lost, lurking in the shadows, "We won't back down," You grasp their thread tight, "We can't go down without a fight." Did anyone Ever let you believe That you should be Loved unconditionally? Your eyes reflect the sunrise, Which leads me to surmise That this was disguised-- That this never felt right. Yet here you are Standing so tall While you bear The weight of it all On shoulders so brittle, On shoulders so small. You keep moving, There's no way you're losing. You'll give it your all, You'll never stay where you fall. You reach up towards Every hope You're fighting for. You stretch yourself so far, Just to comfort the stars. You hold light within your palms, If you love one Then you have it all, Because love without faith Is just emotional withdrawl. You're the hope That has me reaching, The love that has me preaching, And every promise I intend on keeping. Because the world keeps sleeping When support is what you're needing. So the lights fade low, You ask yourself "Where did the time go?" But don't you already know? You have length to show, No strength in rows. You count the hours, You call the crows. So grab your shadow, Replace your ammo. You know what to do, You've got something to prove. You give it all you've got, Because you got a lot to lose.

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"It's the only color I call home, because where the flora is green, life will always be seen." By K.A.S. The storm ebbs, Always at the very edge, Teetering off the very ledge. The storm flows, But it just never moves, It just never goes. I remember when your words dressed me so proudly. I remember when your eyes said love so loudly. But I guess I was right, Because every sunshine day ends in a cold dead night. You never knew what I meant When I swore every breath of yours was heaven sent. But I guess I was always wrong, Because we just sat in silence, Forgetting all our words, And forgetting all our songs. But I still love you from the highest sight, I still love you to the dimmest light. I still love you every day, I still love you every night. But if a time should come Where our future is unclear, Know that I love you always, I'll always be waiting right here. I think You might think That maybe I didn't feel when our ship began to sink. I think you didn't notice The break in my heart, And in all my other parts. Because you turned away When I started to decay. I don't know if you'll ever tell me Where we were led astray, But I know, now, Nothing green can stay. Yeah. Nothing green can stay.

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Jun 22, 2019

Jun 22, 2019 at 10:35 PM UTC

When goodnight meant goodbye, this is how you love them when you've lost them

"It's the only color I call home, because where the flora is green, life will always be seen." By K.A.S. The storm ebbs, Always at the very edge, Teetering off the very ledge. The storm flows, But it just never moves, It just never goes. I remember when your words dressed me so proudly. I remember when your eyes said love so loudly. But I guess I was right, Because every sunshine day ends in a cold dead night. You never knew what I meant When I swore every breath of yours was heaven sent. But I guess I was always wrong, Because we just sat in silence, Forgetting all our words, And forgetting all our songs. But I still love you from the highest sight, I still love you to the dimmest light. I still love you every day, I still love you every night. But if a time should come Where our future is unclear, Know that I love you always, I'll always be waiting right here. I think You might think That maybe I didn't feel when our ship began to sink. I think you didn't notice The break in my heart, And in all my other parts. Because you turned away When I started to decay. I don't know if you'll ever tell me Where we were led astray, But I know, now, Nothing green can stay. Yeah. Nothing green can stay.

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I am a No good No-one and you can't Tell me Otherwise. In the end I've found All that really Matters Is who you were to them, A year before you died. Because I put a bullet where I should have put a helmet, Along with Honesty and Sincerity, And all their friends and Virtues. Rebirth is easy, it's living that gets tricky. Reborn as a sinner: Love me, Hate what I do Best. What I do best Is watch you fall to pieces Limb from crushed bone limb, And what I do best Is write sad songs That I hide away in a corner of my Closet(ed mind). When you die, They remember you with flaws they had of their own. They make it about them, And their pain, As though being a martyr Could actually bring you back. (As though a martyr Could actually come back) So call me Apathy, That'll be my new name. A lack of empathy No pitying sympathy. Because I cannot seem to make you realize, I do not empathize Nor will I ever sympathize With you no-good Nice guys. I'm a bad guy What can I say, I'm the villain, the antagonist, I was put here as a test-- I went wrong, I went far beyond wrong, I took a wrong turn onto the wrong path in the wrong forest Where I just don't belong. So goodbye for the night, and maybe the next few, But remember my number not name, as only the living seem to do. So just remember these words, from time to time: I am a lack of the holy seven-- You see, in place and in honor, I make nine.

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Jun 15, 2019

Jun 15, 2019 at 1:51 PM UTC

Making Nine

I am a No good No-one and you can't Tell me Otherwise. In the end I've found All that really Matters Is who you were to them, A year before you died. Because I put a bullet where I should have put a helmet, Along with Honesty and Sincerity, And all their friends and Virtues. Rebirth is easy, it's living that gets tricky. Reborn as a sinner: Love me, Hate what I do Best. What I do best Is watch you fall to pieces Limb from crushed bone limb, And what I do best Is write sad songs That I hide away in a corner of my Closet(ed mind). When you die, They remember you with flaws they had of their own. They make it about them, And their pain, As though being a martyr Could actually bring you back. (As though a martyr Could actually come back) So call me Apathy, That'll be my new name. A lack of empathy No pitying sympathy. Because I cannot seem to make you realize, I do not empathize Nor will I ever sympathize With you no-good Nice guys. I'm a bad guy What can I say, I'm the villain, the antagonist, I was put here as a test-- I went wrong, I went far beyond wrong, I took a wrong turn onto the wrong path in the wrong forest Where I just don't belong. So goodbye for the night, and maybe the next few, But remember my number not name, as only the living seem to do. So just remember these words, from time to time: I am a lack of the holy seven-- You see, in place and in honor, I make nine.

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Have you ever been To where I was born? Have you ever found yourself Without a rose in sight, But you still had a mouthful of thorns? Did you ever sit in the silence As the wolves sang to the moon? Did it hurt when you realized No one is going to sing for you? Does it hurt when you remember everyone who came into your life Just to go? Did it make you sad, When you found that the only familiar voice Was your own echo? Love, who am I to you? No, please, just: who am I to you? Am I the sunshine you wouldn't wait to hold onto? Or am I the melody that's always been the only one to really know you? Have you ever found yourself Sitting where I was found? Did they ever hear the breaking for themselves, Everytime they let you down? When was the last time You decided not say that you're fine? When did you feel "I love you." Was real, and not just a pretty rhyme? One that we beg for, After every night After every fight. Welcome to Lonely. Population: Just you... and just me, too.

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Jun 4, 2019

Jun 4, 2019 at 5:48 PM UTC

I Come From Lonely

Have you ever been To where I was born? Have you ever found yourself Without a rose in sight, But you still had a mouthful of thorns? Did you ever sit in the silence As the wolves sang to the moon? Did it hurt when you realized No one is going to sing for you? Does it hurt when you remember everyone who came into your life Just to go? Did it make you sad, When you found that the only familiar voice Was your own echo? Love, who am I to you? No, please, just: who am I to you? Am I the sunshine you wouldn't wait to hold onto? Or am I the melody that's always been the only one to really know you? Have you ever found yourself Sitting where I was found? Did they ever hear the breaking for themselves, Everytime they let you down? When was the last time You decided not say that you're fine? When did you feel "I love you." Was real, and not just a pretty rhyme? One that we beg for, After every night After every fight. Welcome to Lonely. Population: Just you... and just me, too.

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you're the other end that tugs so tightly on my red string of fate. you're my soulmate, my one and only. you once were so willing to help silence all the chaos in my head. all the loud of the world, and all the toxins that tried to leak into me from my past to turn me into the very same monsters. but still your laugh, your smile, it makes me bubble over with gratitude. when you are glad to be with me, when you know I love you, that warmth glows and glimmers in your irises as clearly as starlight in the very heart of the deepest woodlands during the darkest nights. my lovely Bluebird of Peace, my valiant Archangel, you are my Anamchara. you See me. But You Are Colorblind.

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Mar 31, 2019

Mar 31, 2019 at 1:22 AM UTC

oh, what a sad, sad sight to have to see

you're the other end that tugs so tightly on my red string of fate. you're my soulmate, my one and only. you once were so willing to help silence all the chaos in my head. all the loud of the world, and all the toxins that tried to leak into me from my past to turn me into the very same monsters. but still your laugh, your smile, it makes me bubble over with gratitude. when you are glad to be with me, when you know I love you, that warmth glows and glimmers in your irises as clearly as starlight in the very heart of the deepest woodlands during the darkest nights. my lovely Bluebird of Peace, my valiant Archangel, you are my Anamchara. you See me. But You Are Colorblind.

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It's been a pretty long while, huh? I don't know how long it's been since either of us have checked in here. And I don't know how long it's going be until you check back in again. I'll probably pick up writing again, though, probably very soon. You and the guys are talking about King's and how most of them had women on the side other than their wives (something I just overheard) I've heard you complain All night About wanting another girl When you slipped a ring onto my finger. I heard you thank them for cheering you up, When you told me nothing was wrong. I'm so glad they cheered you up. I'm so glad someone finally cheered you up.

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Mar 31, 2019

Mar 31, 2019 at 1:08 AM UTC

Hey there, stranger.

It's been a pretty long while, huh? I don't know how long it's been since either of us have checked in here. And I don't know how long it's going be until you check back in again. I'll probably pick up writing again, though, probably very soon. You and the guys are talking about King's and how most of them had women on the side other than their wives (something I just overheard) I've heard you complain All night About wanting another girl When you slipped a ring onto my finger. I heard you thank them for cheering you up, When you told me nothing was wrong. I'm so glad they cheered you up. I'm so glad someone finally cheered you up.

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The concept of the end gets closer and closer each time it starts. Each time, I am more alone. More detached. Farther away. Each time, it hurts more. Each time, It breaks me more. But they never see. They never notice. They are distracted. So distracted. They all say they love me so. They all say I mean so much to them. That they appreciate me so much. But then they leave me, after telling me leaving me alone might be dangerous to my health. I can't wait for the end.

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Dec 7, 2018

Dec 7, 2018 at 7:56 PM UTC

Start

The concept of the end gets closer and closer each time it starts. Each time, I am more alone. More detached. Farther away. Each time, it hurts more. Each time, It breaks me more. But they never see. They never notice. They are distracted. So distracted. They all say they love me so. They all say I mean so much to them. That they appreciate me so much. But then they leave me, after telling me leaving me alone might be dangerous to my health. I can't wait for the end.

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I am made of iron I am made of fire I am the steel of your heart The blaze of your lighter I am the embrace of your arms, The warmth of your gaze, I am the burning cold of the blade As it cuts them down As it cuts them down. I am no damsel in a tower. I am longing for the skies. Longing for the skies.

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Oct 22, 2018

Oct 22, 2018 at 8:22 PM UTC

I Am A Dragon pt. 1

I am made of iron I am made of fire I am the steel of your heart The blaze of your lighter I am the embrace of your arms, The warmth of your gaze, I am the burning cold of the blade As it cuts them down As it cuts them down. I am no damsel in a tower. I am longing for the skies. Longing for the skies.

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Look at you. So forced, so empty. Look at you. You keep snarling, "Why you? Why didn't he love me?" Look at you. Viciously pulling at marionette strings That were cut so long ago with so many other things. Look at you. Stabbing picture frames. Look at you. Cursing my ****** name. Look at me. Eyes burning black as tar. Look at me. More deadly and more beautiful than a dying star. Look at me. Writing word after word, as though words could change anything. As though I could ever change anything. Look at me. Covered in blood, covered in ash. Look at me. And you thought you could hurt me with some broken glass.

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Oct 12, 2018

Oct 12, 2018 at 7:00 PM UTC

Look at you

Look at you. So forced, so empty. Look at you. You keep snarling, "Why you? Why didn't he love me?" Look at you. Viciously pulling at marionette strings That were cut so long ago with so many other things. Look at you. Stabbing picture frames. Look at you. Cursing my ****** name. Look at me. Eyes burning black as tar. Look at me. More deadly and more beautiful than a dying star. Look at me. Writing word after word, as though words could change anything. As though I could ever change anything. Look at me. Covered in blood, covered in ash. Look at me. And you thought you could hurt me with some broken glass.

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