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you ask me who i am, but rather you should ask what i am not. i am a soul who was once so lost. i was walking a path that only brought destruction. i blamed myself for not being good enough. i inflicted wounds onto my skin, i restricted my hunger, i tried to end it all one day and then i heard the voice. i am not sure who it belongs to, but it saved my life. Do not let this fool you, i did not want to be saved. i did not want to breathe. i was a girl who had played too many games, fought too many battles, and lost too much hope. I was a girl who tried to call the grim keeper, who was hospitalized by a friend, who was touched by unwanted hands. I was a girl who was abused by her father, abandoned by her family, and fooled by her friends. I AM NOT LONGER THAT GIRL. I AM A GIRL WHO IS FINALLY A FIGHTER WHO IS FINALLY STRONG who has finally found respect for herself. I was broken, my soul shattered into millions of pieces, but i am healed and more alive than ever. i was lost but now i am found.
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Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 9:38 PM UTC
Who I AM
you ask me who i am, but rather you should ask what i am not. i am a soul who was once so lost. i was walking a path that only brought destruction. i blamed myself for not being good enough. i inflicted wounds onto my skin, i restricted my hunger, i tried to end it all one day and then i heard the voice. i am not sure who it belongs to, but it saved my life. Do not let this fool you, i did not want to be saved. i did not want to breathe. i was a girl who had played too many games, fought too many battles, and lost too much hope. I was a girl who tried to call the grim keeper, who was hospitalized by a friend, who was touched by unwanted hands. I was a girl who was abused by her father, abandoned by her family, and fooled by her friends. I AM NOT LONGER THAT GIRL. I AM A GIRL WHO IS FINALLY A FIGHTER WHO IS FINALLY STRONG who has finally found respect for herself. I was broken, my soul shattered into millions of pieces, but i am healed and more alive than ever. i was lost but now i am found.
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sydneymaelewis
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Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 9:38 PM UTC
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