I don't want to love you
But my heart doesn't understand
I can't have you
The love we once had is gone
When I look in your eyes I almost feel it but then you turn it off without a second thought
I however cannot turn off my emotions or my love
And I hate myself for the weight of my love
And I hate myself for being jealous over what's probably nothing
You're not mine
I cannot get jealous
I need to find someone who loves me but I just can't seem to find anyone but you that I can love
My heart is stupid
My mind is screaming
But I'll still turn up in your bed
Still dream of another life
One where maybe
All my dreams come true.
Jan 10, 2017
Jan 10, 2017 at 12:31 AM UTC
I don't want to love you
But my heart doesn't understand
I can't have you
The love we once had is gone
When I look in your eyes I almost feel it but then you turn it off without a second thought
I however cannot turn off my emotions or my love
And I hate myself for the weight of my love
And I hate myself for being jealous over what's probably nothing
You're not mine
I cannot get jealous
I need to find someone who loves me but I just can't seem to find anyone but you that I can love
My heart is stupid
My mind is screaming
But I'll still turn up in your bed
Still dream of another life
One where maybe
All my dreams come true.
Over thinking making me jealous. I hate that person and I hate that I do. They just frustrate me. And I wish I didn't always love you so much.
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