When I was seventeen
I did a dangerous thing:
Rung by rung, I rose
into forbidden space,
climbing as an insect
would along a slender
blade of wiregrass.
At the top of the tower
I settled into thin stratus.
I took in my home town,
insignificant and benign:
car headlights sliding
on roads to park below
neon drugstore signs,
yellow house windows
and amber streetlights—
whole neighborhoods
stretched out like fields
lit by electric flowers.
I’m sure I saw the glowing
orange tip of the cigarette
my girlfriend was smoking,
rocking herself away from me
on her metal front porch swing.
While I cowered
there in that aerie,
the air reeked of rain,
smoke, and despair.
I remember my heart,
syncopated and suffering;
how it pulsed beneath
a scaffolding of bones—
a buried, burning flare.
Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 9:27 AM UTC
When I was seventeen
I did a dangerous thing:
Rung by rung, I rose
into forbidden space,
climbing as an insect
would along a slender
blade of wiregrass.
At the top of the tower
I settled into thin stratus.
I took in my home town,
insignificant and benign:
car headlights sliding
on roads to park below
neon drugstore signs,
yellow house windows
and amber streetlights—
whole neighborhoods
stretched out like fields
lit by electric flowers.
I’m sure I saw the glowing
orange tip of the cigarette
my girlfriend was smoking,
rocking herself away from me
on her metal front porch swing.
While I cowered
there in that aerie,
the air reeked of rain,
smoke, and despair.
I remember my heart,
syncopated and suffering;
how it pulsed beneath
a scaffolding of bones—
a buried, burning flare.
