They always ask me what I wanna do
Then they use the big words
"Future" and "happy", sometimes "passion".
Almost always in the same sentence.
What do I wanna do?
"Good question", I say.
Then my thoughts wander on
Mostly they go something like; I want to scream.
I want to scream my lungs out,
Scream until the air is gone,
My insides punctured,
and my breath is lost.
I know some people know partly what their answer is.
But I don't. How am I supposed to know
How am I supposed to have any idea what my future is going to look like
When my present, my today is so lost.
When I am so lost.
Nov 15, 2016
Nov 15, 2016 at 6:06 PM UTC
They always ask me what I wanna do
Then they use the big words
"Future" and "happy", sometimes "passion".
Almost always in the same sentence.
What do I wanna do?
"Good question", I say.
Then my thoughts wander on
Mostly they go something like; I want to scream.
I want to scream my lungs out,
Scream until the air is gone,
My insides punctured,
and my breath is lost.
I know some people know partly what their answer is.
But I don't. How am I supposed to know
How am I supposed to have any idea what my future is going to look like
When my present, my today is so lost.
When I am so lost.