there was a lot that
you left behind on that
dreaded day
i don't really recall
being truly sad when
you passed
but i recall 18 years
of mental rehab and
5 years of on going
drug addiction
i replaced you with
my fuse remains
short and i remain
happy within chaos
that's all i remember
when you left
i know, i know
i know im getting
better without you
but mom and i's
relationship remains
dangling from the
warpath you created
between your 3 kids
i just have a lot
of questions ill never
have answered. i don't
think i miss you, though.
i just wish you could've
fixed the bridges you
destroyed before you
left.
Nov 13, 2016
Nov 13, 2016 at 9:53 AM UTC
there was a lot that
you left behind on that
dreaded day
i don't really recall
being truly sad when
you passed
but i recall 18 years
of mental rehab and
5 years of on going
drug addiction
i replaced you with
my fuse remains
short and i remain
happy within chaos
that's all i remember
when you left
i know, i know
i know im getting
better without you
but mom and i's
relationship remains
dangling from the
warpath you created
between your 3 kids
i just have a lot
of questions ill never
have answered. i don't
think i miss you, though.
i just wish you could've
fixed the bridges you
destroyed before you
left.
