"if something happens.."
been said so many times
its embedded into my mind effortlessly
im fearing im panicking
i dont want to be thinking about it
i cant seem to stop
i fear when you walk out on me
i fear the day "if whatever happens..."
happens
i fear missing you
not breathing with you
i wonder how you are doing
what do you eat when you're not with me
what's been going on in your mind
what have you surrounded yourself with
how did your day go
what makes the side of your lip curl a little
what made your heart jump
what confuses you
what make you feel like burying your head in the pillows
Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 12:54 PM UTC
"if something happens.."
been said so many times
its embedded into my mind effortlessly
im fearing im panicking
i dont want to be thinking about it
i cant seem to stop
i fear when you walk out on me
i fear the day "if whatever happens..."
happens
i fear missing you
not breathing with you
i wonder how you are doing
what do you eat when you're not with me
what's been going on in your mind
what have you surrounded yourself with
how did your day go
what makes the side of your lip curl a little
what made your heart jump
what confuses you
what make you feel like burying your head in the pillows
it happened and i realised we both do not have the capacity to even love at all.
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