call me a peach
ask me why do i stay so far
know about me
don't end it so abruptly
only you can lift my mood
in a second and also
drop it in less than a second
how scary it can be
that you control my emotions
so easily
i want to know your flaws
and accept how you are
or what you've become
you come knocking on my inbox
only when the moon is up
and left it open and hanging without
a good bye or good night
what happened to the 'x's
that ended the talk
do you still wonder how my day was
or creep on my profile
or do you even think about me
like i think about you everyday
and awaits for littlest message
no worries,
im scared too
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 3:15 PM UTC
powerful but not in a aggressive way
little growth at a time, the stronger it becomes
its an electric, its an action, reaction
couple of hours to go, im feeling quite a ***
im waiting and expecting, a secret i am keeping
Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 11:58 PM UTC
most magical bean to be sprouting
three pairs of hands for existing
all i can think of is a blessing
in time to come it'll be kicking
on the digits, on the analogues
it's definitely narrowing
at the grandfather's,
it never stop ticking
Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 3:07 PM UTC
1 for you
tied to me not by choice, but a bind
2 minutes phone call
left me in a delirious state of mind
3 in line
a name i yell, i seek and find
4 months to go
rejoice, and a glass of wine
5, number of grace
the space that sits in between over time
Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 2:41 PM UTC
repel, attract, reacts like no other
longing crawl to the deepest of the soul
from blood to blood, you're now a bearer
fused with a thread tied to our beating fist
a living sprout ill wholeheartedly water
he restores, supplies for what you lack
given the honour, im blessed with the colour
the first and the few, i am joyed for you.
Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 1:41 PM UTC
like my head it reflects and blows
so much to express, to clarify
but im avoidant and in constant denial
for what im about to shed off my mind
are nothing but thunderstorms
Apr 12, 2017
Apr 12, 2017 at 1:34 PM UTC
oh jesus
you work in ways i do not see
in and through the ones i adore
"love the unloveable"
the second i fit myself in another's
i am truly undeserving or your love
but you still do, nevertheless
you pour your blessings unto me
so i could transmit the same
unto others
it is you i am blessed
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 11:47 AM UTC
from the day i had my hair cut
to today, few nights before christmas
i thought of you and your irritant guts
reminded me of why my skin crawls
of how i could detest a person like you
or i could be lying to myself, and again
i lifted carol off the shelf
hoping to read like i've never read before
shut it tight before i get too far
since then
i've never left the book out of my sights
when its not underneath my head
where i sleep with it
it's laid on the top of the shelf
isolated from every other books
i've ever owned
i hate the thought of you
the sight of you
even the sound of your name
Dec 18, 2016
Dec 18, 2016 at 11:53 AM UTC
"if something happens.."
been said so many times
its embedded into my mind effortlessly
im fearing im panicking
i dont want to be thinking about it
i cant seem to stop
i fear when you walk out on me
i fear the day "if whatever happens..."
happens
i fear missing you
not breathing with you
i wonder how you are doing
what do you eat when you're not with me
what's been going on in your mind
what have you surrounded yourself with
how did your day go
what makes the side of your lip curl a little
what made your heart jump
what confuses you
what make you feel like burying your head in the pillows
Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 12:54 PM UTC
the year i shed and lost
layers that never belonged
from rain to dust
nothing was meant to last
ephemeral interconnection
all that i could ever ask
every now and then
i dream i weep
for something gone
so long
Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC