Once upon a time I believed in a God that wanted nothing but the best for me
I believed in an extraterrestrial being that wanted to hold me up and say "I have a plan for you, sweet child."
But when I was 16 I almost killed myself by crashing into a tree because I felt so unworthy, so unloved that I couldn't possibly bare one more day
I was let down so many times, lied to infinitely, and finally after 7 months of prayer with no response I said 'fuck it' and let go of the imaginary man that was supposed to have my back
Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 6:24 PM UTC
Once upon a time I believed in a God that wanted nothing but the best for me
I believed in an extraterrestrial being that wanted to hold me up and say "I have a plan for you, sweet child."
But when I was 16 I almost killed myself by crashing into a tree because I felt so unworthy, so unloved that I couldn't possibly bare one more day
I was let down so many times, lied to infinitely, and finally after 7 months of prayer with no response I said 'fuck it' and let go of the imaginary man that was supposed to have my back
written April 2nd, 2016