im un aware sometimes
of just how ****** i can be
not realizing i push you away
arms working as seperate beings from my body
i dont mean to i swear
comments on my physical apperance
my body
my clothes
arm my defenses to have nothing
but a **** you" attitude
when i never should be like that
with you
it makes me quick
bitter
"i dont care"
meant
"what do you want me to do?"
because id do it all
id do anything for you
we've been home hours
in company of silence and small talk
when i should have apologized long ago
but this all just sounds like excuses
for me being the way i am
explanation for how sorry i am
Oct 5, 2016
Oct 5, 2016 at 1:43 AM UTC
im un aware sometimes
of just how ****** i can be
not realizing i push you away
arms working as seperate beings from my body
i dont mean to i swear
comments on my physical apperance
my body
my clothes
arm my defenses to have nothing
but a **** you" attitude
when i never should be like that
with you
it makes me quick
bitter
"i dont care"
meant
"what do you want me to do?"
because id do it all
id do anything for you
we've been home hours
in company of silence and small talk
when i should have apologized long ago
but this all just sounds like excuses
for me being the way i am
explanation for how sorry i am
so i ****
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