I use to put on different masks
Every day and every night so
I can fit in with certain people.
I use to be shy around everyone
Because I do not know if they
Will judge me if I open my mouth
And say one word like hey.
For the first time in a very long time,
I am not longer shy whenever I am
In your presence because you have
Broken the different masks that I wear
And you have found the true person
That I really am and the person that I
Want everyone in the world to see.
For the first time in many years, I don’t
Have the need or urge to question myself
About my actions or inactions because
I know that you will never judge me like
I am afraid everyone in the world will do
If I open my mouth to them to say hello
Or even when I try and start a conversation.
For the first time in my entire life, I don’t
Have to hide my emotions and true feelings
Behind my poems because I was afraid of what
You and anyone who read them might think.
I used my poems as masks every day and night
Because I don’t know how to show my true
Feelings in words without writing them down.
For the first time in my twenty-one years, I can
Actually say that I am no longer depressed. When
I am around you, I am floating high on a cloud and
I do not want to fall back to Earth and back to reality.
This is a great feeling and I don’t want this to end
Because I am afraid of what my happen and of how
I might feel when this feeling leaves my body.
I am enjoying my life for the first time and
I am enjoying spending every moment with
The one and only person that makes me happy
Whenever I am with that one person. I am happy
That for the first time in my entire life I no longer
Have the need to wear any mask because my life
Is perfect now when I am with that one person.
For the first time in my existence, I have met that
One girl that makes me the happiest man on the f
Face of this beautiful blue and green Earth: you.
Feb 26, 2012
Feb 26, 2012 at 6:21 PM UTC
I use to put on different masks
Every day and every night so
I can fit in with certain people.
I use to be shy around everyone
Because I do not know if they
Will judge me if I open my mouth
And say one word like hey.
For the first time in a very long time,
I am not longer shy whenever I am
In your presence because you have
Broken the different masks that I wear
And you have found the true person
That I really am and the person that I
Want everyone in the world to see.
For the first time in many years, I don’t
Have the need or urge to question myself
About my actions or inactions because
I know that you will never judge me like
I am afraid everyone in the world will do
If I open my mouth to them to say hello
Or even when I try and start a conversation.
For the first time in my entire life, I don’t
Have to hide my emotions and true feelings
Behind my poems because I was afraid of what
You and anyone who read them might think.
I used my poems as masks every day and night
Because I don’t know how to show my true
Feelings in words without writing them down.
For the first time in my twenty-one years, I can
Actually say that I am no longer depressed. When
I am around you, I am floating high on a cloud and
I do not want to fall back to Earth and back to reality.
This is a great feeling and I don’t want this to end
Because I am afraid of what my happen and of how
I might feel when this feeling leaves my body.
I am enjoying my life for the first time and
I am enjoying spending every moment with
The one and only person that makes me happy
Whenever I am with that one person. I am happy
That for the first time in my entire life I no longer
Have the need to wear any mask because my life
Is perfect now when I am with that one person.
For the first time in my existence, I have met that
One girl that makes me the happiest man on the f
Face of this beautiful blue and green Earth: you.
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