Its Been a While, Hasn't It?

XxSicklyBrokenxX Poems

Its been while since I've thought of you Since I've wondered how you've been Since I've seen your face Its been a while since you've talked to me Since I've blocked out your ignorant ranting Since I've had to tell someone to stop talking Its been a while since I've observed your mental health Since you've bashed on me for having an eating disorder Since I knew you had one too Its been a while since you've checked on me to see if I'm still alive Since I've checked on you Since you would even care if I did Its been a while since I've cared to wonder about you Since you've called me names Since you've spread lies about me Its been a while since I've heard your name Since anyone has brought you up Since I've seen you Its been a while since I've felt happy Since I've felt safe Since I have worried about my appearance Its been a while since I've had to auto-correct my sentences Since you don't yell at me anymore Since your sensitive *** isn't around anymore Its been a while since I've been glad someone has left my life Since I've felt free Since I've been me