I remember the last note I wrote,
where he poured venom in ink
scribbled words placed blankly
at the tip of Saturday’s tongue
A mouthful of madness intertwined
between two diverging lives
as returning innocence sparked
cigarette, after cigarette
The warm taste of whiskey
fills a stomach freer than before
The smell lingers at each exhale to fuel the fire
of a breath’s subtle aching for forgiveness
Conversation now lacks substance
Words slur actions to violently attack
without awareness to rule direction
I felt who hurt you, looking back on it
Heavy eyes spoke language to
disease the mourning of our losses
with something to be permanent,
but not entirely forgotten
Your heart bleeds an intensity
of the darkest hour you could find
Separation furthers an inevitable exit
we both cannot control alone
He falls to his knees uneasy
The fall is an alarming salute,
a goodbye that cannot be understood,
a commitment I failed to believe
Across the room, I watch you
I try and tend to the plans you’ve made,
but I am weaker than you had been
The damage pierces my ribcage
It catches me off guard as it moves through
Starvation vows to carry in its place
to feed the body empty noise
I hear silence engage lost attention
An aftermath of memories led astray
to make believe the truth
I wore the flaws love wounded on skin
The scars gave weight to my appearance
to comfort a lack of confidence
Distance understood what was yesterday,
would not be tomorrow
Existing only to heal the unknown
We should of watched time,
return us to what we knew
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 5:35 PM UTC
I remember the last note I wrote,
where he poured venom in ink
scribbled words placed blankly
at the tip of Saturday’s tongue
A mouthful of madness intertwined
between two diverging lives
as returning innocence sparked
cigarette, after cigarette
The warm taste of whiskey
fills a stomach freer than before
The smell lingers at each exhale to fuel the fire
of a breath’s subtle aching for forgiveness
Conversation now lacks substance
Words slur actions to violently attack
without awareness to rule direction
I felt who hurt you, looking back on it
Heavy eyes spoke language to
disease the mourning of our losses
with something to be permanent,
but not entirely forgotten
Your heart bleeds an intensity
of the darkest hour you could find
Separation furthers an inevitable exit
we both cannot control alone
He falls to his knees uneasy
The fall is an alarming salute,
a goodbye that cannot be understood,
a commitment I failed to believe
Across the room, I watch you
I try and tend to the plans you’ve made,
but I am weaker than you had been
The damage pierces my ribcage
It catches me off guard as it moves through
Starvation vows to carry in its place
to feed the body empty noise
I hear silence engage lost attention
An aftermath of memories led astray
to make believe the truth
I wore the flaws love wounded on skin
The scars gave weight to my appearance
to comfort a lack of confidence
Distance understood what was yesterday,
would not be tomorrow
Existing only to heal the unknown
We should of watched time,
return us to what we knew
