Sorry I hurt you,
That was my bad,
I was experimenting on your feelings,
I wasn't thinking straight,
I'm sorry I complicate you,
I'm sorry that I am awkward,
And not very confident,
Guess that's why guys come after us.
Sorry that i can't express myself properly,
I guess I'm afraid of opening up and being hurt again.
But I accept the pain,
I'll even take the blame,
You did warn me things will fly...south,
Yet you loved me all the same.
I'm sorry that i don't give you the time you deserve,
And address the pain
Instead of giving myself false hope.
I'm sorry I have so many insecurities,
And not a very strong personality to cover for it.
I'm sorry that i put everyone first but you,
That i cry every day,
That i wish we were like those girls;
Pretty,
Have Guys running after them,
They aren't awkward like us.
I'm sorry I feel helpless all the time,
ThatI never talk to you,
That I'm so shy.
I'm sorry that some girls are jealous of me,
And think I have it all,
I don't know why they think that,
Beauty is on the inside,
Only tears,cuts and bruises are in there.
I'm sorry that I am so emotional,
That i am hurt,
That's my fault.
I'm sorry that I don't love you enough,
That I bury all the pain and you alongside it.
I'm sorry that I am so fake,
Smile,
My fixed expression through pain and sorrow,
I hope for the best while expecting the worst.
I'm sorry that i try to fight for everything,
But I can't even help myself.
Jonesy 2016 ©
Jul 23, 2016
Jul 23, 2016 at 10:57 AM UTC
Sorry I hurt you,
That was my bad,
I was experimenting on your feelings,
I wasn't thinking straight,
I'm sorry I complicate you,
I'm sorry that I am awkward,
And not very confident,
Guess that's why guys come after us.
Sorry that i can't express myself properly,
I guess I'm afraid of opening up and being hurt again.
But I accept the pain,
I'll even take the blame,
You did warn me things will fly...south,
Yet you loved me all the same.
I'm sorry that i don't give you the time you deserve,
And address the pain
Instead of giving myself false hope.
I'm sorry I have so many insecurities,
And not a very strong personality to cover for it.
I'm sorry that i put everyone first but you,
That i cry every day,
That i wish we were like those girls;
Pretty,
Have Guys running after them,
They aren't awkward like us.
I'm sorry I feel helpless all the time,
ThatI never talk to you,
That I'm so shy.
I'm sorry that some girls are jealous of me,
And think I have it all,
I don't know why they think that,
Beauty is on the inside,
Only tears,cuts and bruises are in there.
I'm sorry that I am so emotional,
That i am hurt,
That's my fault.
I'm sorry that I don't love you enough,
That I bury all the pain and you alongside it.
I'm sorry that I am so fake,
Smile,
My fixed expression through pain and sorrow,
I hope for the best while expecting the worst.
I'm sorry that i try to fight for everything,
But I can't even help myself.
Jonesy 2016 ©
Just talking to myself again
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