I have searched for you in many things found parts but never the components that existed within the whole of you.
I have searched for you in others , I have searched for you in the bottle .
I have found emptiness in my efforts broken dreams bitter ends I have found rejection that you never allowed me to see within the dream you cast over are existence .
I knew as I awoke this morning the rains symphony cast upon a tin roof would cause me only to reflect .
I remember you without effort you were my evergreen and those are the worst kind of memories for no others can live up to the delusion of what once was .
Together in those moments we lived more than in these years apart .
I remember it all in spite of my efforts to erase every single image of you from my dreams .
How I need that delusion when the silence brings nothing but pain.
I have to say goodbye to you now for the poison of what was is killing the moments I have left .
I realize love was are curse and time will remain the burden.
We were the best of are passion nights with you spoken words though few between in a passion cast serenade .
Would remain hours over simple sentences of others.
I wonder do we stand still somewhere in time if so I do not a more beautiful portrait ever could be painted in red sunsets and a oceans farewell.
The hardest thing I have ever done is closed my thoughts to you.
Goodnight sweetheart .
Maybe somewhere in time we will wake together anew .
May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 3:49 PM UTC
I have searched for you in many things found parts but never the components that existed within the whole of you.
I have searched for you in others , I have searched for you in the bottle .
I have found emptiness in my efforts broken dreams bitter ends I have found rejection that you never allowed me to see within the dream you cast over are existence .
I knew as I awoke this morning the rains symphony cast upon a tin roof would cause me only to reflect .
I remember you without effort you were my evergreen and those are the worst kind of memories for no others can live up to the delusion of what once was .
Together in those moments we lived more than in these years apart .
I remember it all in spite of my efforts to erase every single image of you from my dreams .
How I need that delusion when the silence brings nothing but pain.
I have to say goodbye to you now for the poison of what was is killing the moments I have left .
I realize love was are curse and time will remain the burden.
We were the best of are passion nights with you spoken words though few between in a passion cast serenade .
Would remain hours over simple sentences of others.
I wonder do we stand still somewhere in time if so I do not a more beautiful portrait ever could be painted in red sunsets and a oceans farewell.
The hardest thing I have ever done is closed my thoughts to you.
Goodnight sweetheart .
Maybe somewhere in time we will wake together anew .
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