this hurts so much and
i don't know why...
maybe it is because
you are leaving in august
or maybe it is because
she doesn't trust me
or maybe it is because
she said my parents are bad parents
or maybe it is because
she said i could've ruined your career
or maybe it is because
now i won't get to see you
or maybe it is because
i am too emotional
or maybe it is because
i do truly love you
and i do truly care about you
or maybe it is because
deep deep down i stupidly believed
some of the stuff she said
or maybe and this is the one
i really think it is
maybe it is because when you
called me back to make sure
i was okay that
i could hear that you had
been crying and that you
were trying hard not to
and that i could hear the pain and anger
and sadness in your voice
from what she had said
people say that what someone
says to you is just words and
what gives those words
power is you but i
don't think that is true
because if it was then i
wouldn't be feeling like this
and neither would you
May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 7:39 PM UTC
this hurts so much and
i don't know why...
maybe it is because
you are leaving in august
or maybe it is because
she doesn't trust me
or maybe it is because
she said my parents are bad parents
or maybe it is because
she said i could've ruined your career
or maybe it is because
now i won't get to see you
or maybe it is because
i am too emotional
or maybe it is because
i do truly love you
and i do truly care about you
or maybe it is because
deep deep down i stupidly believed
some of the stuff she said
or maybe and this is the one
i really think it is
maybe it is because when you
called me back to make sure
i was okay that
i could hear that you had
been crying and that you
were trying hard not to
and that i could hear the pain and anger
and sadness in your voice
from what she had said
people say that what someone
says to you is just words and
what gives those words
power is you but i
don't think that is true
because if it was then i
wouldn't be feeling like this
and neither would you