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love, months swiftly passed since that enchanted night i never wished to end, as it was then that i first laid my hands, and my eyes, unto yours. i have been wildly spinned throughout the dance, and eventually, throughout your world. it was those dazzling eyes that hooked me most without an utterance of a word. it was those precious gems that connected us, that made me fall in love with you more. but only then did it hit me, i didn't want to fall in love. what i wanted was to grow in love. and you don't make me grow. i know and i accept that letting you go and setting you free means letting you love someone else. but love, it is that i am in doubt. i did not dream of a love full of doubt, full of lies, and overflowing with fear. i did not dream of a love full of questions and full of secrecies. or maybe, i just did not dream of a love with you. i could not stand to feel that you are mindful of my pretense but you smile and refuse to believe i am lying to you. i could not stand to feel the sadness i give you that you hide and that i am inept to solace. i am afraid that one day i might wake up to see you happy for being with me but you don't see the same. love, my feelings did not gradually fade. it vanished in a snap and i am afraid it might be back, too, at once. i doubt you accept me again when my love returns, or when my love is sure, and i doubt i might let you go again. but by that time, if you've found the rightful one, let me apologize for being unable to control my feelings back then - my feelings today. honey, there is nothing wrong with you, nor is there with me, but there is with us. love, you need not to hurt anymore, so for the last time, i love you and good bye. i loved you. good bye.
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May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 8:43 AM UTC
stuck in love
love, months swiftly passed since that enchanted night i never wished to end, as it was then that i first laid my hands, and my eyes, unto yours. i have been wildly spinned throughout the dance, and eventually, throughout your world. it was those dazzling eyes that hooked me most without an utterance of a word. it was those precious gems that connected us, that made me fall in love with you more. but only then did it hit me, i didn't want to fall in love. what i wanted was to grow in love. and you don't make me grow. i know and i accept that letting you go and setting you free means letting you love someone else. but love, it is that i am in doubt. i did not dream of a love full of doubt, full of lies, and overflowing with fear. i did not dream of a love full of questions and full of secrecies. or maybe, i just did not dream of a love with you. i could not stand to feel that you are mindful of my pretense but you smile and refuse to believe i am lying to you. i could not stand to feel the sadness i give you that you hide and that i am inept to solace. i am afraid that one day i might wake up to see you happy for being with me but you don't see the same. love, my feelings did not gradually fade. it vanished in a snap and i am afraid it might be back, too, at once. i doubt you accept me again when my love returns, or when my love is sure, and i doubt i might let you go again. but by that time, if you've found the rightful one, let me apologize for being unable to control my feelings back then - my feelings today. honey, there is nothing wrong with you, nor is there with me, but there is with us. love, you need not to hurt anymore, so for the last time, i love you and good bye. i loved you. good bye.
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May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 8:43 AM UTC
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