I was never able to accept
The position was was in
At eighteen I am stupid
I left myself vulnerable.
In under 4 months
You were gone
The hardest decision I made
A choice, a life
The trust of my friends
broken
The secret out.
I was stupid.
I took a pill,
it was over,
But my pain
My regret
You will always be
on my mind
in my heart
on my conscience
You are a reminder
of my power
my choices
my mistakes.
I have to accept
You were me
I was you
A life never lived.
Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 6:14 AM UTC
I was never able to accept
The position was was in
At eighteen I am stupid
I left myself vulnerable.
In under 4 months
You were gone
The hardest decision I made
A choice, a life
The trust of my friends
broken
The secret out.
I was stupid.
I took a pill,
it was over,
But my pain
My regret
You will always be
on my mind
in my heart
on my conscience
You are a reminder
of my power
my choices
my mistakes.
I have to accept
You were me
I was you
A life never lived.
I have had a tough time recently. A lot changed for me I put myself in a difficult position and even though i regret my choice I believe it was the right one