I have an infection
I can't tolerate imperfection.
I've lived with it for so long,
But now I'm caught up in its throng
In elementary,
I cried when I got a B
In high school I took control,
And now I'm paying its toll.
Worrying, studying, crying,
As I feel the inside of me dying
Concerned about that extra mark
I ruminate on one percent in the dark
My self worth is tied to each grade,
97.5% and I am dismayed
This feeling's not right
Towards myself I feel spite,
I need to learn to be free
To reduce this anxiety
My thought patterns need to rearrange
With hard work and time I have no choice but to
change
Feb 3, 2016
Feb 3, 2016 at 2:16 PM UTC
I have an infection
I can't tolerate imperfection.
I've lived with it for so long,
But now I'm caught up in its throng
In elementary,
I cried when I got a B
In high school I took control,
And now I'm paying its toll.
Worrying, studying, crying,
As I feel the inside of me dying
Concerned about that extra mark
I ruminate on one percent in the dark
My self worth is tied to each grade,
97.5% and I am dismayed
This feeling's not right
Towards myself I feel spite,
I need to learn to be free
To reduce this anxiety
My thought patterns need to rearrange
With hard work and time I have no choice but to
change
