You didn’t want to be the one who got away
so you reeled me back in.
You drug my heart all over town and
my feet followed because my mind
was so fixed on the picture of us and
you gave my hands a fix by filling them with hope
until we were on the brink of it only for you to play the hero and say
you’re setting me free when really all you did was leave
because you wanted to come out unharmed and
I had showed you all of my scars but you only lied about yours.
You couldn’t set me free because I was still there
the only difference was I was alone
so I have to let you go because I love myself
way more than I ever could have loved you and
all you do is bring ruin into my life and
I won’t live with bite marks on my tongue
from things I’ve never said or unable to breath
from the weight on my chest so here are the dates ruined with a stain of you:
September 14th 2014: Our first coffee date
January 10th 2015: When you told me you loved me
February 18th 2015: When you too it back
April 4th 2015: When you told me you didn’t know what to do
April 17th 2015: When you broke us
May 8th 2015: When you told me you lied and you needed time and told me to wait for you
May 31st 2015: When I realized you deleted me on Facebook only to
find that it was because your relationship status had changed after you told me to wait
June 14th 2015: When you forced me to the kitchen floor
June 29th 2015: I don’t remember but I’m sure it hurt
August 25th 2015: When you asked me about the moon and said that you missed me and asked if we could start over
October 21st: When you wrapped me in hope with street hugs covered in darkness and told me you’d kiss me if it wasn’t for her
October 23rd: When you pulled away but still stayed
November 4th: When you took me to dinner and finally addressed the elephant in the room
November 15th: When you told me not now but maybe in the future
November 20th: When you planted a pity kiss on my forehead
December 1st: When we went to coffee again
December 5th: When you needed me
December 10th: When you told me you loved me again
December 15th 2015: when you told me you needed to be single to focus on yourself and didn’t want to be in a long distance relationship while abroad and that there wasn’t even a chance for when you get back
January 26th 2016: When I found out you were back with her and had lied to me again and hopefully for the last time.
You littered me with lies and made your mark
on too many calendar dates and my heart breaks
for you but I won’t let it be broken by you anymore
because I’ve heard the best revenge is to forget but I think
it’s even better to remember and not care at all and
after 503 days I remembered how much I love blue eyes,
like coming home to myself, and I’ve finally set myself free.
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 11:53 PM UTC
You didn’t want to be the one who got away
so you reeled me back in.
You drug my heart all over town and
my feet followed because my mind
was so fixed on the picture of us and
you gave my hands a fix by filling them with hope
until we were on the brink of it only for you to play the hero and say
you’re setting me free when really all you did was leave
because you wanted to come out unharmed and
I had showed you all of my scars but you only lied about yours.
You couldn’t set me free because I was still there
the only difference was I was alone
so I have to let you go because I love myself
way more than I ever could have loved you and
all you do is bring ruin into my life and
I won’t live with bite marks on my tongue
from things I’ve never said or unable to breath
from the weight on my chest so here are the dates ruined with a stain of you:
September 14th 2014: Our first coffee date
January 10th 2015: When you told me you loved me
February 18th 2015: When you too it back
April 4th 2015: When you told me you didn’t know what to do
April 17th 2015: When you broke us
May 8th 2015: When you told me you lied and you needed time and told me to wait for you
May 31st 2015: When I realized you deleted me on Facebook only to
find that it was because your relationship status had changed after you told me to wait
June 14th 2015: When you forced me to the kitchen floor
June 29th 2015: I don’t remember but I’m sure it hurt
August 25th 2015: When you asked me about the moon and said that you missed me and asked if we could start over
October 21st: When you wrapped me in hope with street hugs covered in darkness and told me you’d kiss me if it wasn’t for her
October 23rd: When you pulled away but still stayed
November 4th: When you took me to dinner and finally addressed the elephant in the room
November 15th: When you told me not now but maybe in the future
November 20th: When you planted a pity kiss on my forehead
December 1st: When we went to coffee again
December 5th: When you needed me
December 10th: When you told me you loved me again
December 15th 2015: when you told me you needed to be single to focus on yourself and didn’t want to be in a long distance relationship while abroad and that there wasn’t even a chance for when you get back
January 26th 2016: When I found out you were back with her and had lied to me again and hopefully for the last time.
You littered me with lies and made your mark
on too many calendar dates and my heart breaks
for you but I won’t let it be broken by you anymore
because I’ve heard the best revenge is to forget but I think
it’s even better to remember and not care at all and
after 503 days I remembered how much I love blue eyes,
like coming home to myself, and I’ve finally set myself free.
