there are nights where I feel on top of the world,
and there are nights where I feel like I'm sinking to rock bottom.
nowadays I usually deal with the ladder and I can't find a latter to climb back to the top.
I know I should **** it up.
people leave.
people forget.
people who make your eyes illuminate don't bat an eye at the sound of your name.
it's all the same.
I don't know why I keep coming back.
back to the same thoughts.
back to the same people.
back to the same bed at night, a Petri dish for horrendous thoughts to grow and multiply.
I know it's just another bad night; another night of wondering if things will change in the 5 hours of tainted sleep I'll get.
but what's it going to take to claw my way back up to feeling at least content?
Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 9:47 PM UTC
there are nights where I feel on top of the world,
and there are nights where I feel like I'm sinking to rock bottom.
nowadays I usually deal with the ladder and I can't find a latter to climb back to the top.
I know I should **** it up.
people leave.
people forget.
people who make your eyes illuminate don't bat an eye at the sound of your name.
it's all the same.
I don't know why I keep coming back.
back to the same thoughts.
back to the same people.
back to the same bed at night, a Petri dish for horrendous thoughts to grow and multiply.
I know it's just another bad night; another night of wondering if things will change in the 5 hours of tainted sleep I'll get.
but what's it going to take to claw my way back up to feeling at least content?
