Afraid to mess up
I think he's giving up
Hold up
Hold on
I've been waiting on this feeling for so long
He said "why are you acting so tough?"
"CAUSE TRUTH IS, I'M 50 SHADES OF TORN UP!"
My tears are now my thoughts
My thoughts are now my fears
I know you'll never love me even if I tried for years
I want to believe that you want me just as bad as I want you
The unbeautiful truth
That's why I silenced my love for you
It was too loud
The sound drowns out the side affects of you
As I cope with the symptoms
Chasing after your momentum
Kissing your flesh
Trying to get under your skin
I love you but I don't know where to begin
I'm shattered
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 8:55 AM UTC
Afraid to mess up
I think he's giving up
Hold up
Hold on
I've been waiting on this feeling for so long
He said "why are you acting so tough?"
"CAUSE TRUTH IS, I'M 50 SHADES OF TORN UP!"
My tears are now my thoughts
My thoughts are now my fears
I know you'll never love me even if I tried for years
I want to believe that you want me just as bad as I want you
The unbeautiful truth
That's why I silenced my love for you
It was too loud
The sound drowns out the side affects of you
As I cope with the symptoms
Chasing after your momentum
Kissing your flesh
Trying to get under your skin
I love you but I don't know where to begin
I'm shattered
