My friends in high school
Used to laugh when I told them
I always slept with my phone on,
Just in Case
Four months into my first real job
I try to stop my head from spinning
By silencing my friends
In different time zones on a Monday night
I wake up from a dream
Where I see you for the first time in weeks
To missed calls and messages
"I need help. I am in trouble."
My stomach becomes your rope bracelet
That got stuck in my lace shirt
The first time I slept over
Only this time, I am trying to fix it alone
You answer me before the sun
Lights up my living room
Not laughing at my overreaction
As we both know your alarms are often warranted
I do not try to turn your pain
Into something beautiful
But rather my fears
Into something concrete
That night I brush my teeth,
Gums bleeding,
Eyelids falling,
Phone volume on Max
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC
My friends in high school
Used to laugh when I told them
I always slept with my phone on,
Just in Case
Four months into my first real job
I try to stop my head from spinning
By silencing my friends
In different time zones on a Monday night
I wake up from a dream
Where I see you for the first time in weeks
To missed calls and messages
"I need help. I am in trouble."
My stomach becomes your rope bracelet
That got stuck in my lace shirt
The first time I slept over
Only this time, I am trying to fix it alone
You answer me before the sun
Lights up my living room
Not laughing at my overreaction
As we both know your alarms are often warranted
I do not try to turn your pain
Into something beautiful
But rather my fears
Into something concrete
That night I brush my teeth,
Gums bleeding,
Eyelids falling,
Phone volume on Max
