The demons are cackling
My self confidence is crackling
Weighing
down
my
heart.
My disobedience they mock,
These imperfections are a shock.
As they shatter me apart.
Trying so hard to excel,
to be dropped in a well
What is any of this for?
To wallow in error,
Reignites the horrible terror.
Really, you should accomplish more.
They whisper negativity,
Prey on my insecurities,
Diminish my abilities,
A never ending cycle of not being good enough.
Not measuring up.
Perpetual exhaustion.
Perpetual dissatisfaction.
Perpetual degradation.
To fight this fight
To win this war
I must stay strong.
Let the positivity roar.
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 9:19 PM UTC
The demons are cackling
My self confidence is crackling
Weighing
down
my
heart.
My disobedience they mock,
These imperfections are a shock.
As they shatter me apart.
Trying so hard to excel,
to be dropped in a well
What is any of this for?
To wallow in error,
Reignites the horrible terror.
Really, you should accomplish more.
They whisper negativity,
Prey on my insecurities,
Diminish my abilities,
A never ending cycle of not being good enough.
Not measuring up.
Perpetual exhaustion.
Perpetual dissatisfaction.
Perpetual degradation.
To fight this fight
To win this war
I must stay strong.
Let the positivity roar.
