I’m consumed with the thought of the future.
It’s eating me up inside like a poison.
A poison i consume.
Like a flower that can’t bloom.
Where has my sunshine been?
Its like I’m trying,
But i just can’t swim.
Im drowning in the thought of what was,
what will, and can be.
The me i once knew has left me stranded.
I know i am stronger than this.
The demons fighting against my inner being
i must try to resist.
Numb is what i want to feel.
Because i forgot what its like
to be real.
moving forward, making the change.
the priorities i carry
i must rearrange.
I know happiness is out there.
I seek it with every deep prayer.
The love and devotion i seek
is somewhere out there.
Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 3:04 AM UTC
I’m consumed with the thought of the future.
It’s eating me up inside like a poison.
A poison i consume.
Like a flower that can’t bloom.
Where has my sunshine been?
Its like I’m trying,
But i just can’t swim.
Im drowning in the thought of what was,
what will, and can be.
The me i once knew has left me stranded.
I know i am stronger than this.
The demons fighting against my inner being
i must try to resist.
Numb is what i want to feel.
Because i forgot what its like
to be real.
moving forward, making the change.
the priorities i carry
i must rearrange.
I know happiness is out there.
I seek it with every deep prayer.
The love and devotion i seek
is somewhere out there.
