I've felt passion
And I've felt pain
I've felt the warmth
On a rainy day
I've said goodbye
So many times
Each one with a kiss
And- a heart that I miss
But- when I'm here
and when I'm stable
My heart doesn't let me
Be loving or able
I've felt pain
In the brightest of places
Full of life
and smiling faces
I felt numb
With no desire
A constant stillness
A flameless fire
I felt passion
In the darkest times
I let my mind go
I forgot how to rhyme
I imagined black holes
A strong magnetic pull
A downward heavy spiral
Where my energy flowed
I've questioned myself
I've suffered in my skin
I've searched and wondered
Then began to begin
I let the sun kiss me
On my bare skin
Yet I felt freezing cold
Shivers from a deep strong wind within
I've broken the chains
Of my education
And I've bent the rules
For my own revelation
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 9:49 AM UTC
I've felt passion
And I've felt pain
I've felt the warmth
On a rainy day
I've said goodbye
So many times
Each one with a kiss
And- a heart that I miss
But- when I'm here
and when I'm stable
My heart doesn't let me
Be loving or able
I've felt pain
In the brightest of places
Full of life
and smiling faces
I felt numb
With no desire
A constant stillness
A flameless fire
I felt passion
In the darkest times
I let my mind go
I forgot how to rhyme
I imagined black holes
A strong magnetic pull
A downward heavy spiral
Where my energy flowed
I've questioned myself
I've suffered in my skin
I've searched and wondered
Then began to begin
I let the sun kiss me
On my bare skin
Yet I felt freezing cold
Shivers from a deep strong wind within
I've broken the chains
Of my education
And I've bent the rules
For my own revelation
