avahok - Hello Poetry

I just met you Yet I feel like I know you Not a type from a box But someone who got out Explored the world for yourself I see myself in you But I see so much more You have a depth But you are still so very much here Your happiness isn't a given You have worked to be who you are I don't think I would have been ready to meet you I forgot I had a crush on you When you leaned in for a kiss I was distracted by your mind And our hours of stimulating words Our visits from others throughout the night I noticed your sense of hospitality I feel like I can articulate myself with you We both have passts That led us to the people we are And to each other Maybe we are too alike

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Feb 24, 2019

Feb 24, 2019 at 10:28 AM UTC

Into you

I just met you Yet I feel like I know you Not a type from a box But someone who got out Explored the world for yourself I see myself in you But I see so much more You have a depth But you are still so very much here Your happiness isn't a given You have worked to be who you are I don't think I would have been ready to meet you I forgot I had a crush on you When you leaned in for a kiss I was distracted by your mind And our hours of stimulating words Our visits from others throughout the night I noticed your sense of hospitality I feel like I can articulate myself with you We both have passts That led us to the people we are And to each other Maybe we are too alike

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Unexpected Before I even knew your name I knew I loved your smile How you concentrated on my eyes when I spoke Or just gazing to gaze Giving energy through eye contact You made sure I was warm You didn't need to say anything Because I knew And you knew that knew Because we spoke about it Genuine kind honest communication So natural A life force The calm of your ocean eyes Souls are stars Stars are flames People with names You listened with your whole self Including your heart You lit up when you spoke And this gentle reality Of us wandering Alone, yet together Became more and more real We got it And we opened it And we let it breathe We traveled And gave our souls vacation You are beautiful You don't just See beaty That is what you are made of And you gave me some to spread along I am forever grateful Humbled Awed inspired By who you chose to be every **** day You truly are a soul flame Here to light the world in goodness Creation Thank you From every cell of mine How I will dream about gazing into each others eyes You have been my every kind of friend

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Feb 24, 2019

Feb 24, 2019 at 10:04 AM UTC

Unexpected soul

Unexpected Before I even knew your name I knew I loved your smile How you concentrated on my eyes when I spoke Or just gazing to gaze Giving energy through eye contact You made sure I was warm You didn't need to say anything Because I knew And you knew that knew Because we spoke about it Genuine kind honest communication So natural A life force The calm of your ocean eyes Souls are stars Stars are flames People with names You listened with your whole self Including your heart You lit up when you spoke And this gentle reality Of us wandering Alone, yet together Became more and more real We got it And we opened it And we let it breathe We traveled And gave our souls vacation You are beautiful You don't just See beaty That is what you are made of And you gave me some to spread along I am forever grateful Humbled Awed inspired By who you chose to be every **** day You truly are a soul flame Here to light the world in goodness Creation Thank you From every cell of mine How I will dream about gazing into each others eyes You have been my every kind of friend

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I'm here and sinking Into the constant unknown Like life, I guess I chose this And I keep choosing this This uncomfortable beginning Everytime I start to get comfortable Being to close to anyone clouds me now But I miss my loved ones Yet I have made new loves Each new energy I come in contact with Is a challenge to who I am Really When I am alone Away from anything familiar And then I move on With a piece of me lingering And a piece of them Analyzing What triggered me Even so slightly Because that is what I see in me What I want, have worked for or was I've done this before I was at a different stage in my journey I am more confident now It's not always personal I am still so in my head But I am kinder to myself And to those around me I am supporting my inner self I am noticing how I exist And realizing it is not always like others I am facing myself Because I think its important Under the roughness Filtered through the pain I find love Now it sounds cliche And its not always exciting and bright It is constant and pleasant I am still deeply sad But I find reasons to smile Reasons to be better In the end we are all alone Regardless of how much we clutter around us So to love me Means to really deeply understand I am my own constant And to love what I allow to clutter me That is where I find my gold In people And I too am a person

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Feb 24, 2019

Feb 24, 2019 at 9:34 AM UTC

Alone, we all are

I'm here and sinking Into the constant unknown Like life, I guess I chose this And I keep choosing this This uncomfortable beginning Everytime I start to get comfortable Being to close to anyone clouds me now But I miss my loved ones Yet I have made new loves Each new energy I come in contact with Is a challenge to who I am Really When I am alone Away from anything familiar And then I move on With a piece of me lingering And a piece of them Analyzing What triggered me Even so slightly Because that is what I see in me What I want, have worked for or was I've done this before I was at a different stage in my journey I am more confident now It's not always personal I am still so in my head But I am kinder to myself And to those around me I am supporting my inner self I am noticing how I exist And realizing it is not always like others I am facing myself Because I think its important Under the roughness Filtered through the pain I find love Now it sounds cliche And its not always exciting and bright It is constant and pleasant I am still deeply sad But I find reasons to smile Reasons to be better In the end we are all alone Regardless of how much we clutter around us So to love me Means to really deeply understand I am my own constant And to love what I allow to clutter me That is where I find my gold In people And I too am a person

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White puffy clouds Soft and bright blue in the background Greens rushing by Rain sprinkles Never fully dry Not today Turn after turn Up up up To the top Turn after turn Back to the bottom Farther and farther Whisking by Town after town People living their lives As I rush on by Going to go somewhere To learn about me But this world still is happening People and their routines Day in and out Same clouds Same temperature Same constant dampness But I go Leaving lovers behind Wanting to give them one last piece of me But I go The greens all blur Trees become brush Mountains in the distance Start to fade behind I keep going Moving forward Upward and onward

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Oct 23, 2018

Oct 23, 2018 at 4:18 AM UTC

Going

White puffy clouds Soft and bright blue in the background Greens rushing by Rain sprinkles Never fully dry Not today Turn after turn Up up up To the top Turn after turn Back to the bottom Farther and farther Whisking by Town after town People living their lives As I rush on by Going to go somewhere To learn about me But this world still is happening People and their routines Day in and out Same clouds Same temperature Same constant dampness But I go Leaving lovers behind Wanting to give them one last piece of me But I go The greens all blur Trees become brush Mountains in the distance Start to fade behind I keep going Moving forward Upward and onward

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She was taking a break Breathing Processing Laughing Trying to be present She was sad She wanted to be balanced She stretched and smiled first thing every day She took a deep breath When things didn't go her way Because she was in charge Of her body and mind Her soul is hers And didn't have to be defined She was growing up And gave herself something She should have been given when was young Support to be her fiercest her And validation she was worthy Worthy of that degree Worthy of her body Worthy of her mind Worthy of the people she accepted into her life Worthy of those who loved her And of who she loved She learned to be proud She fought her demons to be here She was grateful for those who lent a hand She learned to listen She learned to give And not expect it back To file the clutter of her mind She learned to love herself

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Sep 3, 2018

Sep 3, 2018 at 5:16 AM UTC

Her- -self

She was taking a break Breathing Processing Laughing Trying to be present She was sad She wanted to be balanced She stretched and smiled first thing every day She took a deep breath When things didn't go her way Because she was in charge Of her body and mind Her soul is hers And didn't have to be defined She was growing up And gave herself something She should have been given when was young Support to be her fiercest her And validation she was worthy Worthy of that degree Worthy of her body Worthy of her mind Worthy of the people she accepted into her life Worthy of those who loved her And of who she loved She learned to be proud She fought her demons to be here She was grateful for those who lent a hand She learned to listen She learned to give And not expect it back To file the clutter of her mind She learned to love herself

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I don't want to be your break from the world, I want to be your world

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Jul 11, 2018

Jul 11, 2018 at 7:13 AM UTC

Break

I don't want to be your break from the world, I want to be your world

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There is no such thing as moonlight. Know your truth.

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Jul 7, 2018

Jul 7, 2018 at 9:01 AM UTC

Truth

There is no such thing as moonlight. Know your truth.

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I have talked and listened Tried to imagine The horror Of someone taking What isn't theirs For their own Selfish pleasure I never thought Me too But seeing his face It all flooded back Within seconds What my mind hid from me For nearly half a decade Me too

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Jun 1, 2018

Jun 1, 2018 at 11:33 AM UTC

And Me Too

I have talked and listened Tried to imagine The horror Of someone taking What isn't theirs For their own Selfish pleasure I never thought Me too But seeing his face It all flooded back Within seconds What my mind hid from me For nearly half a decade Me too

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You took me You spun me You drugged me with love You hugged me And loved me My winters glove Your words Lost their meaning Yet I tried to believe To stay on that island Where all can be achieved But you sluggishly swung And desperately missed And, oh, how I cried And how I reminisced When we were friends Just honesty and going with the flow And now a past life is this For that time on your porch When you asked for a kiss

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May 28, 2018

May 28, 2018 at 5:55 PM UTC

Twist me

You took me You spun me You drugged me with love You hugged me And loved me My winters glove Your words Lost their meaning Yet I tried to believe To stay on that island Where all can be achieved But you sluggishly swung And desperately missed And, oh, how I cried And how I reminisced When we were friends Just honesty and going with the flow And now a past life is this For that time on your porch When you asked for a kiss

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I promise to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth So help me God. Connection your honor. In this case it can be described as being one with myself. The ability to then be connected with others. Let the record show, it takes hard work, inner growth and release of ego. The evidence will show lack of negative energies expressed, And influx of positive vibes. Objection; this isn't a sustainable lifestyle. Overruled. The defendant has admitted to past involvement in self sabotage. With a history of willingness to introspection, meaningful dialogue, and sincere change. Without threat or coercion I choose to let go of the toxic and insignificant, And plead to expand knowledge and deep understanding of self and others. To be the bright, humble and shining Star I was born to be. The defense rests.

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May 21, 2018

May 21, 2018 at 1:24 PM UTC

Connection

I promise to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth So help me God. Connection your honor. In this case it can be described as being one with myself. The ability to then be connected with others. Let the record show, it takes hard work, inner growth and release of ego. The evidence will show lack of negative energies expressed, And influx of positive vibes. Objection; this isn't a sustainable lifestyle. Overruled. The defendant has admitted to past involvement in self sabotage. With a history of willingness to introspection, meaningful dialogue, and sincere change. Without threat or coercion I choose to let go of the toxic and insignificant, And plead to expand knowledge and deep understanding of self and others. To be the bright, humble and shining Star I was born to be. The defense rests.

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