Dear, Mom.
They once said that
A mom's love is the best kind of love in this world.
But, when it comes to us, it was different.
Up until now,
***I don't feel that you care about me,
But i realized, you never will.***
**It seems like i don't matter to you,
The fact you didn't fought for me,
Or leave an explanation why you left.**
***The pain you've caused me,
It's deep, unbearable and
wrecking.***
Sometimes i ask myself
"What if she came back?"
Can i bare of seeing her? "No!"
**If there's something i want to do or say,
I'm going to push you away,
For you have left me without a warning.**
***It's 23:40,
i finally accept the fact, you never did love me."***
So, now. If you ever want to come back, please don't. It took 8 years for me to be whole again.
***Now, i just want you to know. i loved you but it seems that it wasn't enough for you to stay.***
j.d.p
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 11:45 AM UTC
Dear, Mom.
They once said that
A mom's love is the best kind of love in this world.
But, when it comes to us, it was different.
Up until now,
***I don't feel that you care about me,
But i realized, you never will.***
**It seems like i don't matter to you,
The fact you didn't fought for me,
Or leave an explanation why you left.**
***The pain you've caused me,
It's deep, unbearable and
wrecking.***
Sometimes i ask myself
"What if she came back?"
Can i bare of seeing her? "No!"
**If there's something i want to do or say,
I'm going to push you away,
For you have left me without a warning.**
***It's 23:40,
i finally accept the fact, you never did love me."***
So, now. If you ever want to come back, please don't. It took 8 years for me to be whole again.
***Now, i just want you to know. i loved you but it seems that it wasn't enough for you to stay.***
j.d.p
i feel like writing how i feel about my mom & i wrote it yesterday & i feel like sharing it idk
