I'm sorry for everything-
**I've said,
I've done,
I've promised,
I've lied,**
To you.
I'm sorry for telling you that,
**I want,
I need,
I love,**
You.
I'm sorry that i showed,
**Too much affection,
Too much care,
Too much love,
Too much attention,**
On you.
I'm sorry because you're always the answer to all these question:
**Who i want?
Who i need?
Who i love?**
** It always end with YOU. **
-J.D.P
Dec 29, 2015
Dec 29, 2015 at 12:04 AM UTC
Gusto ko malaman, mahal mo pa ba ako?
Kasi baka mamaya, pinagpalit mo na ako.
Gusto ko malaman, ngayon, ako pa ba?
Kasi baka mamaya, wala na palang pwedeng maging "tayo"
Yun lang naman, gusto kong malaman
j.d.p
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 9:05 AM UTC
*Alam ko ikaw ay lilisan,
Iiwan ako ng walang pahintulot,
Ang pusong hindi pa handa,
Ikaw'y hahanap hanapin.
Pilit hinahanda ang sarili,
Upang pag ikaw'y lumisan,
Ito'y matanggap ng pusong,
Pilit isinasara mahalin ka.
Ngayon, ikaw'y lumayo na,
Bakit tila, hirap ang puson',
Iniwan tanggapin na wala ka na,
Sa aking piling.
Bakit kung kailan ako'y naghanda,
Dun naman labis ang sakit,
At dakot ng hapis sa aking puso,
Na iyong iniwan.*
J.D.P
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 3:00 AM UTC
I never saw someone brighten his face when he hears a girl's name,
I never heard someone to honestly tell someone they like, face-to-face,
I never thought that someone who's falling,
Can pick himself because of a girl.
But, is that what you call love?
When all of a sudden,
The smile turns to be fake,
The words turns to be a knife,
The thoughts turns to be a nightmare,
The feelings are surreal.
Is that what you call love?
Putting a girl who likes you in a situation that you can use her when the "love of your life" once turned her back on you?
You can't do that.
You just can't make someone feel special and you're going to say "she's an option."
Why does someone need to get hurt in this thing call "love"?
When they just simply want to feel the love that is tender yet pure.
A love that is so true, that will set you free.
She just want you to appreciate what kind of love she never intentions she'll get into,
A love that's breaking her right now, but also a love that can fix her once your love find it's way.
I just want to tell you, oh boy. If you have no plans of catching her, please, ******* leave her, i don't want her to waste every single moment of her life with you, especially if it's just going to break her heart in the end.
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 10:35 AM UTC
Dear, Mom.
They once said that
A mom's love is the best kind of love in this world.
But, when it comes to us, it was different.
Up until now,
***I don't feel that you care about me,
But i realized, you never will.***
**It seems like i don't matter to you,
The fact you didn't fought for me,
Or leave an explanation why you left.**
***The pain you've caused me,
It's deep, unbearable and
wrecking.***
Sometimes i ask myself
"What if she came back?"
Can i bare of seeing her? "No!"
**If there's something i want to do or say,
I'm going to push you away,
For you have left me without a warning.**
***It's 23:40,
i finally accept the fact, you never did love me."***
So, now. If you ever want to come back, please don't. It took 8 years for me to be whole again.
***Now, i just want you to know. i loved you but it seems that it wasn't enough for you to stay.***
j.d.p
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 11:45 AM UTC
and you let me feel,
that somehow and somewhere along the line,
there's a chance you will love me,
more than you loved her
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 11:17 AM UTC
**If you said yes,
Then that's it.
You should not have second thought,
Because you'll just hurt someone.**
j.d.p
Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 12:36 AM UTC
**My intentions is not to fall in love with you,
I just want to play and make fun of you-
I like the way your cheeks turns into rosy one-
All throughout I never thought,
I was ******* falling in love with you,
I can't imagine within forty eight hours,
you ******* broke my heart.**
j.d.p
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 1:51 AM UTC
Words are not enough to express what I feel,
I'm ****** up with broken sentences,
You broke my heart within twenty four hours without even touching me,
You left a scar across my heart that would never fully heal,
I was hurting, you didn't seem to care,
You looked at me like I was needing sympathy, all I wanted was for you to understand me.
I was giving up on you,
My mind wants to forget everything,
but my heart keeps on holding,
hoping things will get better.
Forgetting you in my mind,
but the things you caused in my heart,
holding on that you would still love me,
even you've caused too much pain.
My mind wants to forget you badly,
but my heart is still aching you would love me, you still care, it's still there.
**But- how long am I going to wait for a love that causes too much pain inside of me?
why am I still wanting you badly?
what is the reason my heart is still holding on you?**
*You were a storm,
You came into my life,
Calm but slowly landed on me,
That made a huge impact that you've destroyed me.
You left me & now I'm a disaster.
What have you've done to my heart?
It was innocent,
and especially pure.*
**Now,
It's empty,
My soul is tired.
You killed me inside.**
j.d.p
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 10:37 AM UTC