If you'll listen, I'll tell you a story
Of a life of pain and trouble
I had to learn things the hard way
sometimes, some things over and over
It was the worst feeling I ever had
couldn’t say what I was feeling
Couldn't conceive it, couldn't believe it
No understanding could I find
It was all mental fornication
They were destroying their creation
Why couldn't they stop to see
What they were doing to me
Now I do the best I can
Taught myself to be a man
Loneliness comes and goes
My scars will never heal
Never reached my full potential
I'll never know what could have been
All I feel is defeated
I feel like I was cheated
It's Gods plan now I see
This is how it has to be
I'm the one who suffers without you
I'll be fine someday
But now my heart is void and black
I lost a piece I can't get back
And now it feels like it's just over
Yes it's over for me
My thoughts are cluttered
With all these memories
Like pieces of fire
They burn me inside
I'm swallowed up by all my failures
There's no time left to do it all again
All my reasons have become excuses
Don’t have any left because I used them all
No point in dreaming I'm just to tired
It's time to put away such silly things
Nothing's changed that much for me
Why can't they just let me be
I no longer care about it
Or do I?
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 2:52 PM UTC
If you'll listen, I'll tell you a story
Of a life of pain and trouble
I had to learn things the hard way
sometimes, some things over and over
It was the worst feeling I ever had
couldn’t say what I was feeling
Couldn't conceive it, couldn't believe it
No understanding could I find
It was all mental fornication
They were destroying their creation
Why couldn't they stop to see
What they were doing to me
Now I do the best I can
Taught myself to be a man
Loneliness comes and goes
My scars will never heal
Never reached my full potential
I'll never know what could have been
All I feel is defeated
I feel like I was cheated
It's Gods plan now I see
This is how it has to be
I'm the one who suffers without you
I'll be fine someday
But now my heart is void and black
I lost a piece I can't get back
And now it feels like it's just over
Yes it's over for me
My thoughts are cluttered
With all these memories
Like pieces of fire
They burn me inside
I'm swallowed up by all my failures
There's no time left to do it all again
All my reasons have become excuses
Don’t have any left because I used them all
No point in dreaming I'm just to tired
It's time to put away such silly things
Nothing's changed that much for me
Why can't they just let me be
I no longer care about it
Or do I?
