My heart aches to be loved
To be moved in many ways
But my feelings were always shoved
Into the dark, excruciating haze
I want to feel something
Anything in fact
But my heart is on a hinge
Feeling numb, my emotions going blank
It's cold in here
Filled with my salty tears
It starts to beat slower
Breaking into large shears
I barricade myself
Afraid of being loved, not being hurt
My feelings bailed
Saying I'm a curse
My feelings back stabbed me
I feel so paralyzed
Now I know, now I see
It's my own personal sign
I wasn't meant to be loved
No man can fix my agonized heart
It's never going to be enough
To fix what's been long broken and deserted.
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 5:27 AM UTC
My heart aches to be loved
To be moved in many ways
But my feelings were always shoved
Into the dark, excruciating haze
I want to feel something
Anything in fact
But my heart is on a hinge
Feeling numb, my emotions going blank
It's cold in here
Filled with my salty tears
It starts to beat slower
Breaking into large shears
I barricade myself
Afraid of being loved, not being hurt
My feelings bailed
Saying I'm a curse
My feelings back stabbed me
I feel so paralyzed
Now I know, now I see
It's my own personal sign
I wasn't meant to be loved
No man can fix my agonized heart
It's never going to be enough
To fix what's been long broken and deserted.
